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2008-05-12T16:03:00.000+08:00

Everything is gonna change.

It has been quite a long time ever since last time i wanna blog about march holidays. The leadership camp, and the chinese blahblahblah, sparked off my interest to list down 30wishes, or goals in my life. Right now, probably pathetic one or two was fulfilled.

All these days in April and May, turned me to a boring and quiet person who one will not want to get close to. A quiet-looking girl with troubles creasing her forehead, something is always weighing on her mind. Her door is only open to herself. I dunno why i had turned that way, well, it's probably a challenge for myself--to change to an extrovert.

The television set in my house recently became eccentric. Easy to close, yet hard to open. All day long, you just had to stand there pressing it patiently. Now, it's rather hard to press; you press and you rest, you'll get no result. Continuously pressing worked best.

My health is beginning to deteroriate. At this rate, i might become a frail-looking person. Perhaps i'm always worrying too much? I am feeling something amiss--there is something i want to do, but i dunno who; there is someone i want to meet, but i dunno who. I seems to lose myself easily in the fast-paced world.

I flunked my maths exam, and it's A-MATHS?!? Perhaps i'm starting to degrade my rank, a rank with two-digits, a rank which the scholars should not get.

I want to find myself back. To know my stand in the world, to know my existing value... and to know what i want.

2008-03-14T15:37:00.000+08:00

Hmm, being busy.

With my target-settings kind of stuff. I am going to set 100 targets, to be achieve in this year or the next few years, not that long-term one like only adult can achieve...

And this problem is, i spent half an hour thinking, but only have 30 plus targets, 10 of which is academy one. So, 70 more to go! Jiayous.

The top few on my list are things like
- Be a vegan forever =]
- Green ambassador
- ...and other which is somehow similar to these.

Well, you can see that these cannot be achieved in just a year. Don't you realised that the climate is changing? It's because of many people polluting the whole environment. Everyone has to do their part, it cannot be done with only the efforts of some people.

We can start from the simple things like 3Rs, not necessary to change the daily habits of our lives in one day.

The recent weather is sooooooo cold. I've been like the only dumpling walking around in my house in my jacket, sometimes with blanket too. AHHH! I want the feeling of under the scorch sun and perspire! The change in weather makes me more determine to be more environmental-friendly!

That's all i think...

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2008-03-08T13:50:00.001+08:00

Haha, i found this quite interesting...so i post it here. This is a screenshot of my conversation with sis.

I found my english very weak... And this CT i did VERYYYYYYY bad for english that, my mum wanted to send me back to tuition. I am still considering, but i really don't want to go for tuition :(, unless is ??? ??? teach.

Last year i did poorly for english, but not as poor as this time round. Lacking luck in english and a-maths... My grammar and practically all those about english sarks.

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God, i'm starting to have "frightening" targets for my future... I mean the targets in future, not about schooling, money and all that. Well, i'm really going to work towards it when i'm ready. I just need some time to prepare...

The fugitive is still on the run. There will never be peace till the day he got caught, and thrown back to the highly-guard place again. Perhaps it's the time to practice our NE values.

Last but not the least, wish every women a Happy Women's Day!

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2008-03-01T21:56:00.001+08:00

Silence is golden. =D

2008-03-01T16:39:00.001+08:00

February 29
HAPPY LEAP DAY!

It is a very special day, because it is the extra day which comes every 4 years-- LEAP DAY (bissextile day).

More information below:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/February_29

This year is a leap year. So i choose Feb29 to watch the movie-- "The Leap Years". It was a really nice and romantic movie, starring Li Lin and Ananda. Fate had been playing with them all along, to let them meet, yet apart. Finally, they reunited on 29. It was a happy ending, but it would be best to watch it yourself.

It was a Scottish tradition that women have the right to propose to any man she likes on Feb29, if he refuses to do so, he will be fined. I saw this before, in an article. I think it takes a lot of courage to propose to the man. Wahaha, then the man will be in danger if the woman who he don't like propose to him!

I heard people beside and behind me in cinema saying leap year, leap year... =D They were all excited about it. But the fact is... the whole year of 2008 is leap year! It is leap day lah =S. OMG! Could they have mean "happy leap year to watch The Leap Years"? Having hearing problem nowadays... Haha... I am really particular about "peanuts" things. (^(oo)^) Sorry to those people who i have misunderstood!

I watched DeathNote on the same day too. It really touched me despite it had made be felt disgusted at the beginning. Although Lawliet was so quiet, some actions of his were really cute. He has had the power to save the world from future disasters, but he didn't have the time.

He did really take small things in mind too, like he knew about the recording in the teddy bear that Maki had, so he recorded his voice; he knew the boy likes the robot, so he bought him one. Clever and intelligent as expected.

I encourage you to watch both these movies if you really have not watch it.
Note: Different people have different tastes!

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2008-02-18T17:17:00.000+08:00

Hmm, went out to watch KungFu Dunk to satisfy my movie thirst =D.

Sis was so funny lor, supposedly she was always the one who helped me bought the tickets, yet yesterday she pushed everythingggggg to me.

The show was quite humorous at the beginning and touching at the back. Jay was soooo handsome even despite having such a hairstyle ^^. He was cool and cute at the same time, especially everytime he clapped hands for opponent... The photo album... And during the match, his opponent belittled him said something like that... “在球场上，没有指教，只有尖叫和惨叫。尖叫是给赢的人，惨叫是给输的人。”, then in the end he lost! I couldn't forget how his reaction was when he lost.

The idea of playing basketball while looking for birth parents was quite touching. When Jay thought that his birth parents were there to support him, instead it turned out to be XiaoLan's parents, it was quite saddening... The scene when Jay left the manager to reunite with his father, was quite touching too... as he did returned in the end. Andandand, the front scene when Jay's shifu died while showing him the "qian kun da nuo yi" was also very touching, because his shifu was very ke ai.

Overall, it was a nice movie. Perhaps it would gain 5 stars from me. If you like humorous, touching and kind of magical movie, i will strongly encourage you to watch this movie! KungFu Dunk! =P

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2008-02-16T16:01:00.001+08:00

Revived =D

2008-02-16T14:27:00.001+08:00

Finally revived my blog after one month plus.

Time really flies. Now, we are already in February. Recalling everything, the first day of school, the Sec3 Camp, the day i went back to school for class deco, Chinese new year eve, and Valentine's day, the happy moments when we were really bonded... And yes, something seems to be missing...

Perhaps, it was the sense of security. In my class, class 2008. Sometimes i felt quite bonded to the classmates, and yet at times seemed like strangers. Seeing my fellows ex-classmates staying happily in other classes, I felt jealous, and wanted to join their class.

I liked my class, i was really quite bonded with some of them... But, the combination of the groups and groups of people was quite messy. You knew what i mean. Frankly speaking, I don't really have the heart to change it, as the saying goes "what goes around, comes around".

People swore, grunted, whined, when others made choices for them. When big choices were waiting for them, they were so helpless. They longed for the help of others. But why? Hah, the destiny seems to be making a fun out of everyone.

Staying in this class made me felt foolish as the days went by. Why? Why was i so persistent to get in TS? Where was my confidence in handling subs, Chinese etc? I am trying my best to adapt now. Realising being immune was the only way to get over it, i had lost.

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"It is not in the stars to hold our destiny, but in ourselves"
- William Shakespear

2007-12-28T16:16:00.000+08:00

9 December 2007

Erm, today had nothing to do, so watched television programmes from morning till 2.30pm, then went to library to borrow books. Borrowed a few books, but not very sure whether i can finish them in time or just return them when deadline up and borrow again... Haha, that's not up to me to decide XD.

Just watched the programme on 8, then went to borrow books le. And when i returned to J.P after borrowing, and guess who i saw?!? *Make a guess lar* LOL, is the boy in the programme lor!!!! I was like OMG, i just watched finish then he appeared in J.P?!? I dunno if i see wrong mah, because i was like wanted to rush home since i promised mum i'll be back early...

And yesterday the PSC nite on 8 too, i saw IRIS!!!! Haha, so coincident lor... She told me she'll be going to support XGB, and requested me to watch it and then tell her whether the camera got shoot her or not. Then i watched the whole programme, i think 10-15mins near the end i saw her... The camera shot so fast, i only caught a glimpse of iris only...

If i'm not wrong, i think she is sitting on the first row of the seats on top, wearing black color tee and waving the thing she held in her hands... Paiseh, didn't see clearly =.= And i think XGB sang well and quite popular =D.

Then today my mum blamed me for not switching off the rice-cooker and burnt her rice! INNOCENCE ARH, I'M INNOCENT! She also didn't tell me that she's cooking rice wor, and i didn't even notice it. Then half the rice cooked were burnt... "Shen mi zhu chen shu fan" =.= Poor rice, they were dumped into the rubbish bin, because it was inedible... =S Wasted! Grrrr...

So sad =(

Apologise if you feel disgusting...

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Note: Abbreviations are used.

2007-12-20T13:08:00.000+08:00

8 December 2007

Hmm, i must say that today is the most memorable day since holidays, even win my birthday, you see how memorable it is XD... Erm, today is the 2nd last day of T3 open house, so i dragged my mum along =D. Sorry PeiSin, i slept in too early, woke up late to see your sad sms... Originally i was supposed to go out with you de, but i was so tired then i slept early... Then morning so late see your sms... got rejected =( Millions of sorry, i know 'sorry no cure' >.<.

Wahhhhh! It was a huge blow to me =[. So my mum and me took a long ride of MRT to Tanah Merah and changed MRT to Changi... Because it was the 2nd last day le, so i thought not many people going, and my mum even joked that perhaps the whole T3 only my mum and i o.O... Surprisingly, there were manyyyy people! Lol, i saw someone from my school de too... Dunno if my eyes were playing tricks on me... o.O

I wanted to sit beside my mum de, but another boy took my seat, AND he was super kind lor, he saw i wanted that seat too, then he gave the seat to me... ^^ The privilege of OLD LADY XD. I think he also want to sit beside his family bah... From the clothes that he was wearing, hmm i can conclude that he was a silver spoon seller, because he was born with a silver spoon ^^.

~Reached Changi Airport, Terminal 3 (T3)~

My mum decided to save down some unnecessary money, thus we decided to explore this fascinating place on our own instead of with tour guide. Here we go... The place was so beautiful of course, and the design must be meticulously planned. The whole structure looked a bit similar as T2, but it was nicer... =D

I liked the Green Wall, as it added some kind of nature feelings to the whole air-conditioned airport which supposed to be an elegant place, thus it brought everyone in closer contact with nature ^^. I liked the Koi pond too, but this was only open house, so there wasn't any fish inside =(. Andandand, no chance to visit Butterfly Garden too... The chairs were still safely packed inside boxes too, thus we saw boxes everywhere =p. Of course got some chairs around already... =D

Then, my mum asked me to take photos of the air craft taking off. I was sooooooo reluctant lor, because you could take photos of air craft taking off everytime you go airport right?! But she said it was different, as we took it in T3 =.=. So i took it lor...

We saw many places still not ready for us to visit yet, i felt SUPER SAD =[, and to add on to the problems, my mum wore a pair of uncomfortable shoes and she requested to go home early $#!#%$!&... So we went to the arrival place, the place where everyone collect their luggages upon arriving. Everytime i went overseas, i LOVED that place so much, as it looked like eating sushi in Japanese restaurant like that lor, the luggages kept going around =p...

When you saw your luggages coming, you'll feel excited =D. Then i loved the carvings on the wall, e.g the welcome words, leaves and dolphins etc. It looked so nice, better than what i thought of having high class tiles on walls or high class walls XD. The waterfall looked great too, apart from all the man-made fountains or just anyhow grabbed rocks and made waterfalls, this kind of waterfall gave everyone a surprise. Because the place where water falls, is only many overlapped tiles! Special right?! Because when you have walked through the whole airport, you'll thought that the whole place is about nature, but the waterfall make you realised that you're wrong!

There was a mini garden too, somewhere around the place to collect your luggages. I didn't take much time to take photos of it, as my mum was rushing me to be quick =(. Then tada, we went out the place of ''Nothing to declare'', to the place where people are holding banners or paper and waiting for stars or overseas representative upon their arrival.

Then we went to Lavender, because my mum said she wanted eat there, in the end found the stall already CLOSED. After that we went back to home sweeeeet home ^^. Ended. This trip was worthwhile afterall =D.

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The place where people take taxi and reach airport ready for departure.

The windmall... I used lighting effect to take this photo, thus a bit dark.

Counters to check in, to "get rid" of your luggages. =S

Check-in counters too...

The ceiling XD I heard a tour guide saying that this can reflect bright sunlight...

Place to "chop" your passport... =p

The place where air crafts will land =O.

Wireless network for people to surf the net while waiting for departure. =X

Many people =.=

Covered chairs, not ready for us to sit yet =.=

=O Packaged chairs...

See! An air craft is going to take off!

Koi pond, with no fish inside...

This photo taken when standing on the bridge...

The tunnel to go through, and go in or out of the air craft...

Immigration place, to "chop" your passport. =S

Welcome kind of greeting carvings on the wall XD.

The waterfall, so nice taken from this angle XD I'm sooooo pro =S

Leaves carvings on the wall, so unique =]

Overview of the whole place...

Place where people have taken their luggages will come out, and many people outside waiting for them. Especially artistes, singers or overseas ambassadors, will have people holding banners or paper with their names on it waiting for them XD. When's my turn o.O?

Chairs to sit when waiting for people...

Escalators to MRT station...

Note: I'm not sure whether it is appropriate for me to post these photos, so no rippling please!

2007-12-20T12:07:00.000+08:00

5-7 December 2007

>.< Now, that's what the problem lies when you didn't update your blog regularly... I FORGOT THE THINGS THAT I DID DURING THESE DAYS!!! Lame me =p. But i think that few days i didn't step out my house... So i must be playing computer games! That's it...

Lol During school days, you longed for holidays. During holidays, you longed for school days...

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Note: Next post gonna be long, so here i end.

2007-12-16T11:17:00.000+08:00

4 December 2007

Today was our class outing. OUR own class outing... But only 15 people turned up =( (forgot the actual number). The venue was at East Coast, time 9.15am at MRT station. Here's a big sorry, because i didn't wear class tee, but i did try to make up for it by wearing an orange tee instead. I didn't thought of the idea - camouflaging, but overall, i camouflaged well XD.

I was neither a latecomer nor a early bird XD. At first i was afraid that when i reached, i couldn't find them and embarrassed myself... But, i didn't, because the ORANGE tees were too STRIKING =D! And so, we stayed there waiting for some more people to reach...

*Time flies* and we reached the destinated MRT station. We went into a super mart and bought some drinks, tidbits etc. And we WALKED to our destination, of course lah, arberthen CRAWL arh. "Keep on walking and we will reach there", doesn't everyone say this to comfort themselves >.<. But NO! I did not say this, i thought..."Keep on walking and i'll find a nice and comfortable chair to sit on, because as saying goes: Rest is to continue longer journey" Direct chinese translation =.=''' Diao~

We walked there, almost till the end (almost reached) and found that it was UNDER CONSTRUCTION! I almost drop dead at that moment lor... My stamina considered the worst of the class, and then i still need to walk back again! AGAIN!!! ROFL! We walked back again, and this time round, the walking seems never ending de. Finally, we reached MAC.

My legs went jelly >.<. Really no appetite liao lor, but i still went to buy ice-cream. After that the whole bunch of us went to rent the bikes. Mine was $6, because my legs SHORT mah! I think we were a bit too rash to rent it, because the other bike rental wwas cheaper, but nevermind lor. We cycled and cycled... Cycled back to the place where we walked back, and cycled back to feel victorious XD.

Accidents in sports, games or any activities are inevitable. And so, due to my carelessness, i U-turned and knocked into another bike. >.< Unforeseen accident. Fortunately i wore long pants, if not i will have cuts, wounds and bruises, a blessing in disguise indeed XD. Andandand, after that i didn't cycle anymore, and left it into others' care.

Our classmates were so cute, learnt to bike during class outing XD. They gave us their 1st time =D. Then, PeiSin and me drank some drinks and left... We took cab to Eunos MRT station and headed home by MRT.

Today was so tiring, embarrassing when i fell, but fun overall. When i came home, i realised my left little finger was redred de, red-handed >.<, a little cut on my right palm, and "oehcheing" on my knees. >.<

A fun day indeed.

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Note: Abbreviation is used.

A windy day,
a sunny day.
A harmless-looking bike,
an accident-causing bike.

There are two sides to a thing,
just like the two sides of a coin.
Think twice before doing anything,
to avoid unnecessary DANGERS!

2007-12-06T20:24:00.000+08:00

Here i am, the laziest person in the world~! Writing personal diary after the things took place for decades. Haha, that's me, the fact that remained unchanged. =D

29 November 2007

Finally, today is the LAST day of my lessons! Grats me ;D~! Okay, i'm getting more interested in Chinese history, but definitely not "more and more"! Dunno why o.O? So, since today is the last lesson yea... the greedy me of course wanted at least a present, a farewell gift from cher! Tada, i had gotten the powerpoint with all the information in it from cher! XD If not what else...?

Andandand, kind cher also gave me, in fact everyone some funny, or supposed to be funny videos too. Thanks here. If you find it funny, it is SUPER funny. If you don't, chill~ And so, happily ended my chinese history lessons.

Lived happily ever after~ =p

30 November 2007

A damn boring day for ME! Sitting in front of my com, surfing net aimlessly, hoping to find some interesting games or movies... To be frank, whenever blogging came to my mind, it is a NO-NO! I'm 100% not interested in it. =( Sorry to those who loves to blog, okay? Different people have different taste XD. Hmm~! Blogging is not my cup of tea~

This blog seems kinda dead, whenever i chanced upon my tagboard, i even feel lazy to reply, hundreds of sorry! Notice that my blog is gradually changing into a diary of mine XD.. o.O? Well, i feel that blog is quite different from diary. Blog in my own opinion, is a site where the user updated some happy or sad happenings (can also be not daily one), or even a place to link everyone together (class blog) or online business. But diary is different, is a site where the user updated things happened DAILY (not everyday update lah... but the content of the post should be daily happenings). But all is just my OWN OPINION. You can dun agree with me de.. =(

Yesterday tried to unpack my com files, and today morning i nearly fainted, because it failed to unpacked at 15%! Try again today, and it went unpacking until 20% from 12noon to 11pm, if one day 20%, then five days will get it over and done! XD

1 December 2007

So happy, another day passed and everyone of us in the world came to DECEMBER! Everyone had grown up a day too. Grats to the people whose birthday falls on this day~! XD A nice day indeed! Are you feeling great too? =p

Nothing much to say liao, been slacking all the day... Then afternoon watch tv programmes all the way to night! Gosh, i felt like idiot like that... watching all the programmes which usually are not my favourites... I loved 'Save The Last Dance For Me' =p. I'm so happy that it's replaying on U. Actually it's replaying long time ago already, but i just remembered it now as i typed.

The unpacking went until 35% from 9am to 10pm... Getting impatient =S...

2 December 2007

Aww, today nothing much but just watching my files being unpacked from 10am to 10pm... And it finished! Yea XD. Feel happy, victorious, and dunno what to say. Just watching the blue color filling up the bar makes me felt worth it lor, after all the unpacking.

I'm having a sweeeeeet dream. Blessed...

3 December 2007

Been surfing net to find the right program for my files, but to my disappointment, NO. Then later in the noon went out with my dearest mummy with a sacred task! =p Went to somewhere where i passed by lots of times but didn't really have a chance to go in. And also somewhere where the whole atmosphere is different from what i imagined it to be.

There seems isolated with tall buildings. But, inside makes you 'wow' =O. So elegant, class and *speechless*. So... you can't judge a building with its location or image or structure. XD Everything can change and change is everything. And later we went back in separate ways, as i needa return books and mum had something on. =( Anyway, i won, as i came back faster than my mum =D.

I had sweeeeet dream tonight again... Blessed...

I'll continue to update tomorrow, nitez!

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I dunno why
i seems to live my life
in a drunken way
Kept reminded of the sad past
and working hard to forget them

Day by day passed on
seems nothing to me
Is it that i dun care at all
or i have lost my
direction of life

2007-11-28T13:25:00.000+08:00

I dun like to post, and dun wanna post. Yea, I love to SLACK XD! But i hate it when i can't recall anything on a specifix day or time, and let the memories i once had, slipped away from my fingers that were holding it.

And so it goes...

15-23 November 2007

As usual, been slacking and playing computer games. Dunno? Perhaps my holidays are an reenactment of a day... again and again... While i'm typing all these little tiny bits of words, linking them together to form a post, as a part of my memories, i realised that i had been so foolish. As foolish as i can be, even worse than some ''people''. They were born that way, you can't blame them. But i'm normal, perfectly normal, and yet i can't tell the difference between right and wrong...?

In one of my post, i mentioned that everyone regrets after they did something which they were not satisfy with, but why dun they just think twice or thrice before doing it right? The problem is... it is TIRING to think everything before doing it, you know? =(

Now, i'm regretting...

24 November 2007

Today, iris asked me out for XGB's club meeting. A GREAT SORRY to you alright, for leaving so early, for didn't see your past messages and for not joining the club. =( I know sorry no cure. I went out with iris to a far far far away land. I met many people, all of us starting out as strangers, and as strange as it can be, they seemed like friends, friends that had known each others for long. Perhaps i'm too quiet or "autistic". XD I was sitting there, nothing much to do, only listening to their chit-chatting. *Isolated time flies*

Later on went to cafe because we couldn't stay in fastfood long WITHOUT buying food. I bought a oreo cheese cake and i regretted buying that. It was damn too expensive, burning a great hole out of my pocket! T_T 1 friend which i forgot what her name was, was SUPER DUPER DAMN RICH lor! Just 6 months of working, she can earn $5k plus (dunno if correct mah)! Her job is... some kind of admin job k. =P She flew to Taiwan, Malaysia etc on her own, and of course with some friends lar!

Andandand, after that i left on my own, early back to my home sweet home XD.

26 November 2007

Nothing much to describe, NOT no words to describe! I started playing MapleSEA again, dunno for whatever reason. Mainly should be helping my sister out to train her newly-created character. Made new cyber friends and discovered some untold secrets of my sis! Dunno why, my mum out of the sudden cooked many dishes which were my FAVORITE foods! =D I loved it man! But, also scare of gaining EXTRA weight. =S No!

OMG! Today i slept in too late ler, dunno tomorrow can get up of not...

27 November 2007

AHH, woke up damn early today to attend some Chinese history lessons in JJC. I forgot that the time had changed to 0830, and i woked up early, rushed through my breakfast and dashed off to school ler. Let say if the reporting time was 0800, i'm already late for it liao. Luckily, fortunately, satisfyingly, it was 0830 alright! I'm way too early~

Didn't know that today will have a 30mins break, providing breads and drinks for us... If not i sure, 100% plus CHOP, die die also would not finish my breakfast! The lesson seem interesting, cher was super hilarious, but poor joker. I think is the way he tried to pronounce some English words. I think i'm getting in closer contact with the past ler XD.

Looking forward to tomorrow lesson, and break with bread and drink. =S

28 November 2007

Today lesson doesn't seem too funny. Cher was getting more serious in teaching and the whole atmosphere nearly puts me to sleep. But sometimes he talked, made me laughed inside... to my self. He was teaching bits and bits of information, waiting us to string them altogether. I dunno if i had gotten them wrong of not...

Just realised that the people attending "lyrics composition" lessons had to write verses and chorus of a song THEMSELVES. Freak out. Damn hard right! Lucky for me lar, but also can't gloat over others' mishaps right... =S Good luck to them, and hope they can compose some real nice songs and make their cher "lingyanxiangkan" XD

After lesson, went to peisin's house... It was so neat, neater that my house. She bought new handphone too, make me felt jealous... Peisin LOOK HERE! XD This should be called the same people but not same fate bah. We both terminated our phone contracts on the very SAME day, and yet she bought new handphone! =S Anyway, i'm not needing a new handphone very much, because i seldom open my phone and check for new messages... So hard to contact me XD Like playing hide-n-seek.

2 more lessons to go, before i can really do the things i wished to do in holidays... =X

28 November 2007

Today is the third and also the second last lesson to attend. Lesson seems to get even more boring... Perhaps i'm poor in humanities, especially HISTORY. That explains why i'm taking Geo instead of Hist. XD The break today seems like 'Riddles' time. So funny =D. I loved the cartoons that cher had shown us, because it was cute and of course, easier to understand =S.

Just realised that the people attending ''lyrics composition'' were looking for people to sing their songs and record it down. XD Their lessons seemed fun and they seemed more and more like real composers =D. Good luck to them too ^^.

Tomorrow is the last lesson to go, dunno if i will miss attending cher's lessons mah... o.O?

*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned offensively. Apologise in advanced for any misunderstandings. Do tag if you have any comments on my post.

Note: Abbreviation is used.

Time is getting closer,
and closer...
To the day,
where you, me and everyone,
will start everything afresh.

Bell ringing,
flag rising,
teachers teaching,
students learning,
clock ticking,
and wind blowing
at where we gonna start afresh.

2007-11-14T15:21:00.000+08:00

Hmm, so ''RARE" that i will come here and publish a post...(post a post seems weird). So, by hook or by crook, i will try to crack my brains and recall the past few days. If not you'll have to admit me to hospital for a detailed check up of ''dementia''. >.<

9th November 2007

Nothing much to say, but only went to NLB to borrow books for Chinese holiday homework assignment... Then read read read finished... Quite interesting de lar (lol, books are either interesting or boring) >.<.

10th November 2007

Today is our school open house. I am not only a member of my school, but also a “noob” performer. Many people visited our school, and the open house was a success. I’m also glad that choir receives positive remarks from teachers ^^. I was feeling a bit down today, for no reason? The feeling just dawned upon me, and I was sulking throughout the day… But throughout the whole performance item, I did try my best to put on a smile… or rather to stretch my lips wide... >.<

Someone told me this… When you are performing on stage, you’re a performer. Whether you’re sad, angry, happy, scare or whatever feelings that exist, you’re still a performer, and you have to SMILE! When you’re on stage, you’re no one… with no past, no name, no mind, but just a performer that has to perform finish the item. So, you have to smile and do your best when you’re on stage, and stop thinking of other things. (*ps, if I forget some info)

11th November 2007

Today at home was damn boring okay! I played my com so long, like for more than 5 hours? Then, I felt my eyes were being strained too much… Thus I looked out my window for a few minutes and *gasped*, Chinese homework haven’t finish! In the end, I did about half of the whole thing because I got frustrated, irritated, annoyed halfway through. $@^@!#%$ Then? Went to play com lor >.<.

12th November 2007

In was raining “tigers and lions”, lightning stroke to split the sky and thunder boomed to scare people. Went school when the rain started to turn small (drizzling) to submit NYAA and bought foolscap. Later returned to do my Chinese homework, and finally finished it! *Relieved* Haha ^^. Now I can concentrate more on my com games XD. Games had brainwashed me =S. I was totally defeated, willingly.

13th November 2007

Today is just like any other day, nothing much happen and com games continued to be the main dish for today. Listening to music is appetizer. Watching television programmes is dessert. So, my holiday is a boredom right! But I think next few days maybe will go out with my mummy =D.

14th November 2007

Today the first thing that I thought of when I woke up in the morning was GAMES ^^. It was never the last thing that I ever wanted =p. Was playing AuditionSEA throughout the day, and it seems harder and harder to level… =( Andandand, hope you’ll can also play AuditionSEA with me.

My IGN: LightningS,...a boy
Come and find me ^^

The post is ending with...

The picture is quite light cause i hate putting dark pictures as desktop wallpaper, so i ''lighten'' it... =D You see my score...so noob... T_T

*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned offensively. Apologise in advanced for any misunderstandings.

2007-11-08T14:26:00.000+08:00

6 November

Supposedly to be posted on 6Nov...But nvm...

Happy Birthday to Same year, Same month, but 2days later born cousin ^^

Happy anniversary to...
That's when you and me..

7 November

So happy that i had chiong-ed finish my maths holidays assignment in the evening after full-dress rehearsal today, so many questions lor =(... But i loved ''Money Exchange" the most, cause i loved money $_$ . Money money...

The full-dress rehearsal was too sloppy commented by others. It was not serious the first time though... The second try we did improved! LOL Second try was quite hilarious and entertaining, especially when xxxx rolled off... However, i could see that they put in a lot of effort. They were brave and open, if i was the one to perform, i might have too much restrains.

Out of all the performances, i loved band the most ^^. Because they were playing one of my favourite song =D - rock around the clock. It was a special song to me as i had learnt it in keyboard lessons in my primary school.

The drummers had not much change as compared to the Open House that i had went in 2005. Except that in the end they jumped out =O. But quite good lar... cause they got no negative comments.

To one comment: you should not smile when performing
Well, i totally disagree with this statement. If you're performing a sad piece of song, dance or whatever, then i can say you should not smile. But if you're performing a nice, beautiful item, you should smile warmly =D, so that people feel welcomed. Do people like to watch a supposedly to be a happy item but the faces of performers look agonised? =O Opps, i talked so much...

People do make mistakes sometimes, i will try not to comment so much =(. How can u say that they're no professional? I think they're at least better than u =D.

Andandand, i think that's all... i will try to post more ^^

*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned offensively. Apologise in advanced for any misunderstandings...

2007-11-04T11:06:00.000+08:00

After enduring for 365days, the day has finally come... The first day of my 14th year ;)

Say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

Sweet~

Thanks, i'll be updating my blog in a few days time =)

=( *Eating a lot of junk food recently...Please dun gain weight!!! NO!*

=) I really liked and loved the presents that all of you had given me... Rest assured, your presents will be loved and treasured!

2007-10-29T10:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to DADDY!

To my dearest daddy... =p Life will never be the same without you!

Had pizzas for celebration too... But had it days before the actual celebration, because the lucky draw is ending yesterday (kiasu mum). Nonetheless, it was yummy! Daddy is getting 1 year older le, and the next few days will be me T_T.

I had never been updating/online recently, because i had "measles" + fever + cough + flu =(. It's not the real measles, but fake one... The "fake" measles is not contagious, but the symptoms are similar to measles... Aw, the rashes are sooooo unbearable lor, what creams and what weird weird kind of water my mum also try to apply on my skin >.<. Now the situation is getting under control, if not i won't be able to post =.=.

Heehee, but dun let this sad + emo illness spoil the special occasion's mood... =p Cheers!
Yum.........................yumyumyumyum........yumyum.......SENG!

*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mention offensively. Apologise for any misunderstandings.

2007-10-29T10:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to SIYING!

Stay happy, cheerful, pretty andandand... clever always...
Hope you'll have never-ending supplies of chocolates too =p

Last but not the least... like everyone usually say to the birthday girl, "may all your wishes come true and you're finally 1 year older"... heez

Heehee, i have dedicated one post just for you. XD

2007-10-23T19:49:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARICE!

Stay happy always =p

2007-10-23T19:49:00.001+08:00

Zzz, now i'm tired of blogging again, but i will keep my blog open =)

I'hd posted

2007-10-19T20:58:00.000+08:00

After some struggling of choosing my Sec3 course subjects, i finally made up my mind to choose Triple Sciences and Geography. Although it was a hard decision to make on, it was rather easy than what i had expected before. I had once imagined myself having headache of choosing, and no pills or medicine could help me. A little bit of exaggeration hor?

Since i had make up my decision, i will not regret now, later or in the future. But, perhaps just a little sense of loss at the thought of our class being separated in U, V, M, G and Q classes. 2 years of feelings for this class are really hard put down and start afresh.

School term is coming to the end, and we were going to separate into many classes. Each classmate of 2I1 leaves a footprint in every of the classes... Even if we are so much of unwillingness to accept the fact, but it is a fact after all! Perhaps next year we might forget about the pain and unwillingness of separating? Or we might not find it hard to accept new unfamiliar environment?

I know not everyone is totally prepared for streaming, but at least try to stay cheerful and happy ^^! Being sad and emo will not change anything...

*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned offensively. Apologise for any misunderstandings.

School term is coming to the end soon,
and I am protesting strongly against Time.
Time is pushing me behind and behind,
and i felt weaker and weaker
as days went by.

I knew i couldn't do much of a help,
but i would just give my best,
and i would not regret...

I'm fighting a losing battle,
a losing battle...

2007-10-19T20:21:00.000+08:00

Came a little too late...But nevertheless,

Happy Belated Birthday to my DEAREST Mummy!

I love MUMMY! ^^

From the past till now, my small family had no special celebration for events or festivals, such as anniversary, birthday or christmas etc. In your opinion, we might be out-dated or "woodblocks" which lack of surprises, dunno how to create the 'right' atmosphere... But we simply shared the same belief - "simplicity is the best".

I agreed. Simplicity is the best, it is the most beautiful and genuine state in the world. It lacks of luxury, pretentiousness and complexity. Chinese idioms and sayings such as "简单就是美", "画龙点睛" and "画蛇添足" even proved that simplicity is the best.

When i reached home yesterday, i found PIZZA on mini-study table! Hmm, yummy! Celebration of my mummy's birthday was just as simple as pizzas, so why would somebody go to the extent of wasting money for a person who liked simplicity? So...my sis and i had one large piece of pizza each...

My pizza...

Although it looked unappealing, mouth-watering...
It is delicious of course!

The front of the box...

Call 62353535 if you also want to order!
"six-two-three-five-three-five-three-five,
pizza hut delivery!"

End of my post, other pictures were supposed to be kept for my family members only =p. Last but not least, it was a joyous and simple celebration...

*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned offensively. Apologise for any misunderstandings,

2007-10-18T15:43:00.000+08:00

New post again, how time flies. Nothing really much to write on, just want to emphasize on my posts. Why all my posts were sooooooooooo EMO? The reason is when i am writing my posts, i just pour out all my "grievances" or at times "happiness", without thinking twice/thrice. Perhaps you may also find that my posts looked so formal or similar to essay-writing... It is because i found blogging somehow affects the skills of composition writing, hence i tried to remind myself to write "properly", so that it would not affect the way i write my essays. Anyway, i'm hoping no one will read it...

Looking out of the windows in front of me, i found the clouds turning gray, looks like it is going to rain anytime (Perhaps with some strikes of lightning and booming of thunder). In my opinion, gray and black colours were the most suitable colours of all to represent EMO. The scenery outside seems indifferent to my feelings now. If one colour was to represent my feelings now, it should be black.

I was fretting over whether i should take History or Geography together with Triple Sciences. If only someone can choose for me, i won't be so vex anymore. Anyway, the choice is mine, i won't regret after choosing. The choice of subjects is leading me to the wide ocean of future...

I am seldom undecisive, i am now because of the aftermath of how the subjects will really affect my life. Nevertheless, i will face this serious matter with a smile. 笑一笑，没什么事情过不了. Just like what xiaoshi always do when faced with some unhappy matters. ^^

Anyway, got back my results and other things i should know. Two words: Utterly Disappointed. People might say, 'wow, dun worry, at least it's better than mine' or something similar, but if you were to put yourself in my shoes, which i truly believe, that those words will not come out from your mouth anymore. If i were to say 'dun worry, it's alright', i am deceiving myself...

Nonetheless, let bygones be bygones, why should i worry about things that had happened in the first place, and worry about things which by worrying won't change anything? So, everyone let's stay happy and united for the rest of our Sec2 school days! No one or nothing will be able to change our mood!

*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned offensively. Apologise for any understandings.

After so much happenings,
i thought i will be able
to write emo messages...

But i was wrong,
TOTALLY wrong.

I was defeated,
with no remaining energy
to write them.
I felt weak...

Never thought that the
best way to write emo messages
was not being defeated,
but being afraid of being defeated.

2007-10-15T11:29:00.000+08:00

Came across this edited "千里之外", perhaps you may want to go watch it yourself... Cause if i place on my blog, my blog will lag TERRIBLY!

It is quite humorous, and the mv i found it interesting and touching... The girl came back 3 years later only to find Jay avoiding her... Please watch =p!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QptsxQSo9MM

*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned offensively. Apologise for any misunderstandings.

2007-10-14T15:26:00.000+08:00

Enn...It was Sunday, a pretty Sunday indeed. When i first opened my eyes today, was surprised to see a white ceiling. I was apparantly not fully wake up yet. I turned my head to my left, and saw the dark-blue sky and clouds going to turn into light-blue colour, later in the day.

I laid for about ten seconds, then finally turned to my side and got up of bed. I woke up because of the same reason as yesterday >.<. While brushing my teeth, fragments of things happening yesterday ran through my mind, was i fully awake then? This happened when you were thinking or dreaming of the things happening that day when you slept. You thought things which really happened were dreams.

As usual, the colour of today was dull black, with a "yellow light bulb" in center. Afternoon, i played some AuditionSEA games with my sister, and i kept losing. But, that was not the point. The fact is, i lost to my sister.

Perhaps i could only console myself that i had not play for a long period, and had no improvements as compared to my sister, who played often and had great improvements. Right now, I still could recalled about how i used to win her in the past, yet now, i was witnessing how she won me and scoffed at me.

She had beaten me, entirely. This reminded me of "slow and steady wins the game". Perhaps i should not be too arrogant in the past, for my fingers were more flexible than hers. Due to the long period of training, now was her fingers more flexible than mine. Now i truly understand it.

It was not entirely a dull Sunday, at least it made me realised and enlightened of what i had been neglecting. This time round, i had finally learnt something from my sister.

Haha, this might just be "what goes around, comes around" bah!

*Above post has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned offensively. Apologise for any misunderstandings.

Pardon my tenses...

Time is magic.
It proved us wrong,
and healed our wounds.

It made us grow up,
and realised our mistakes.
It made us understanding,
to forgive and forget.
It made us hateful,
to bear grudges over the years.
It made us childish,
when recalled back the past.

Sometimes,
it made us felt helpless,
because we could not control it.

Time was always not enough,
Could not stop the time
to keep happy memories,
Could not speed up the time
to lessen the pain we had to endure.

Time
You are both angel and devil
Yet neither is fully one of them

2007-10-14T11:11:00.000+08:00

Hmm, had a sweet dream the day before yesterday. Well, it is a SE-CR-ET, so i can't say out =p. I woke up early in the morning yesterday and...and...and... it was a BEAUTIFUL morning! Nothing unusual happened, dun let your imagination run wild~ After daily practice (bath, brush my teeth etc), i watched television programmes till noon.

Although i found it boring and kiddish, i still watched it to entertain myself, because i could not switch on my com in morning. Then...then...then, i had a BIG brunch. And in the afternoon, i switched on my com to play some boring games, such as mysteries games, AuditionSEA etc. If you have better games to recommend, you can also tag at cbox =p, thanks in advanced!

In my opinion, i predict that this kind of life will be the life that i will be having soon. Boring, idling and carefree life. The thought about having my eyes fixated on computer screen or at television screen, or lying in bed daydreaming... makes me feel SO BORED just thinking!

Perhaps i can just take a pretty good look at Singapore tourist attractions during holidays or shop at every shopping malls ^^. Can consider...=p.

Nevertheless, holidays mood will also be affected by the kind of results i will be getting, so i will not have high expectations of my holidays before i get back my results. My Birthday will be affected the most, cause it just falls on 4NOV!!!

*Above post has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned offensively. Apologise for any misunderstandings.

No emo words for this post,
cause i am feeling happy!

2007-10-12T15:42:00.000+08:00

Disappointed by the results i have gotten today, especially with Chinese and English functional. Will be getting the rest of the papers soon and i hope it will not disappoint me! Now, it's a bit of drizzling... I found the weather today a bit cool, good for "hibernating" =p, perhaps it's getting into monsoon season soon? Anyway hope it will also rain like today when we run for cross-country!

While we are celebrating for our marks, there will be somebody, just somebody else bleeding or crying inside over his/her marks. So, should we have gotten high marks, we should not gloat or intending to be happy in front of others. The feeling of getting low marks is worse, is worse. That's what i have learnt, that's what i have tried to do.

I am not using this post to direct at anyone, but practically, is just what i felt and experienced. Sincerely i hope there will be no one crying over spilled milk, and most important of all, not me. This blog is full of "emo", and i hope no one will be affected. Well, let's see!

PYrologics: There is no use crying over spilled milk, so let's brace up and start afresh!
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned offensively. Post is purely from my opinion and apologise for any misunderstandings.

My emo words:

As the words goes...
Take it in your stride
No use crying over spilled milk
Let bygones be bygones
Take things easy

Are these useful?
Yes, when you said to others,
You thought they will brace up...
But if things happened to you,
Will you be able to start afresh
and forget everything?

No, once happened, it just happened.
Even if you could forget
everything about it,
But can you deny that
it had happened?
Doesn't it leave a scar
deep down within you?

Since it had happened,
I shall face it, alone.
No use of running from it,
no use of forgetting it,
because you will remember it one day,
One day...

Take a deep breathe,
Muster up my courage,
I will face it bravely.
With no regrets...

I hope this is just a nightmare,
So that everything happening
was nothing, just nightmare,
alone.

2007-10-11T19:46:00.000+08:00

Finally i have endured through the dark ages of exams, now i finally see the ''rainbow after rain". Well, i really hope my efforts will pay off, in any amount also can. Let us just wait and see the results of our efforts bah!

I won't be elaborating after all day long, take cares!

*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned offensively. Purely personal opinion.

I'm waiting...
Waiting for the clock to strike twelve...
And everything will be back to normal again.

I'm afraid of the results...
Just like Cinderella is afraid
of returning back to normal.

Both clocks strike twelve...
Yet both fears are different.

2007-10-11T19:45:00.000+08:00

Posted!

2007-08-28T15:25:00.000+08:00

Okay, been so tied up all about exams and schoolwork lately... o.O It seems never-ending! OMG! My last post, actually dated 07 Aug!!! Haha, i dunno how i can survive through the past 20 over days without coming back to post =S. Nevertheless, i'm still back right? See, i'd told you that i will use my WILLPOWER to recover my blog de, haha =p.

Hmm, i'll do whatever i can to recall the past "sour, sweet, bitter and spicy" memories! (>.<>08 August 2007, it's a Wennsday! (Wednesday)

It is the most important day to me than any other school days. It holds a great significance as it marks the start of National Day holidays, yay ^^! I believe that's not the full answer bah, everyone should know that... Of course, that important day is the celebration for Singapore gaining independence 42 years ago; Charity Bazaar; Geena's 14 Birthday; and of course the farewell for Ms Chua H.P lah! Such an important day, how can i not remember?

That special morning, *yawning and walking slowly to bus-stop*... AHH!!! The bus was going to turn its right to my bus-stop, without any hesitation, i just "jay-run" over the traffic lights for i know if i missed it, there would be a long time of waiting for me to suffer! Hands move legs run, nose breathe heart thump, I FINALLY CATCH UP WITH IT! Phew! Went panting and catching huge breathe, and it attracted curious stares from other passengers =S.

That's the start of the morning, sounds bad, doesn't it? Next, upon arriving, i went to the canteen instead of classroom, and saw neighbouring class - 2I2's store. Thinking that 2I1 and 2I2 will be neighbours, i scanned around the sea of faces, but in the end, my effort in searching to no avail...

Hence, i paced towards the classroom. I thought i might, no, is will be able to see many of classmates... But NO, i only saw two people and they told me that everyone else is in the canteen. Canteen?!? Why i didn't see them? Immediately, i rushed out and almost bumped into Ms Chua. She asked me to convey some message to someone and off i went =p. Feel so happy to help Ms Chua convey message for the last time.

I went down the stairs near the Technical Block, saw my classmate, and the store. Conveyed the message, i immediately turned into the mode of relaxing ^.^. Although i was rather busy with settling down, i did not forget about geena's 14 birthday! Everyone was busy with setting up the store and preparing every thing that we needed. At last, announcements were made for the flag raising.

It was an unusual flag raising together with the marching off the Sergeants (dunno is this rank of not). It was so cool, man! But, also plain, because lacking of the recent years of the whole uniform groups marching. After that, off we went for the Charity Bazaar!

Our gang, Heang Gee and me went rounds to sell the chocolate biscuits, and it was profitable! And in the end, we managed to sell all the biscuits that we were supposed to sell. All these went to Pei Sin, Heang Gee and Geena, for i must say that they really have the gib of the tougue! So, next time if any of you seen them selling, please walk away if you dun want to buy =p, kidding. Whereas for me, i went around taking photos, photos of store, photos of people... Boring me =S

Lastly, Pei Sin and i have also dedicate a song to Geena for birthday surprise. SURPRISE! Something happened when we were about to go for concert... WAH! 2 CDs trapped in the "radio"... OMG! But fortunately, it was saved in the nick of time. =p

We went for the school concert, and also to watch the talent quests. Some were really nice, and others had to buck up! Overall, it was boring to sit down there listening to all the electric guitars' sounds and all the nervous off-pitched voices which contributed to noise pollutions... I hope if there is a next time, the volume of the mic. can be really switched to a lower volume... It's too loud.

Last but not least, the concert had had Ms Chua (another cher) to sing with us... But, her voice was way too LOUD, POWERFUL, ENERGETIC... When the whole concert ended, we went straight to the music room for the farewell for Ms Chua H.P.

At there, we waited and waited for her... And she came after a few mins, thus we sang her the edited "fa4 ru2 xue3". She was touched, but too stubborn to cry. Her eyes went watery and her cheeks went rosy-red. She said some touching words and off she went. I chased out and gave her my farewell present to her and got her signature on the class photo, and had a photo taken with her and Pei Sin.

When we were about to went home, we found the photo was not clearly taken and hence we chased to find Ms Chua again for another photo taken, but all was in vain. Haix, "fate" is not a word to be played, and when it came, nothing can block it.

Hope Ms Chua can further her studies smoothly and have her relationship blossom there too =p. Wish you all the best, and never to forget us, 2I1 07!

Chemical Reactions
Ms Chua + 41 Pupils = 2I1

PYrologics: Treasure whatever you have before it is too late...
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned offensively. Apologise for any misunderstandings.

Belated...ones

Happy National Day to Singapore!

Happy Independence day to Singapore!

Happy 14th Birthday to Geena!

Happy Charity Bazaar day to 2I1!

Happy Holidays to everyone!

Happy farewell to Ms Chua!

Why people always take things granted?

Why people always told themselves to treasure

and yet most of them, never fulfill it.

I told myself:

"treasure everything before it is too late"

but am i always doing it? No.

When people know the results,

they will always regret and said:

"If i had known, i will treasure it"

If they had known,

will they still come to this sentence again?

How many times will be clearly enough,

for them to learn what is

TREASURE?

align="left">Photographs:

Our store

Wow! So many people o.O

>.< photos ="p"> People...

People again...

People's photo taken near our class's store =D

People even stand at bench to sell =.= [ignore the blur part...]

Our store with Ricky's back =.- [What is he doing? o.O]

Some game store with seas of people -> [Ren Shan Ren Hai]

Think is parent support group selling foods... =p

Waiting... Why no customers?

Huat arh! Our DJ store so many people!

The people at game store 0.o

Game store again...

Our store and the DJs... XD

They seems busy...

What happened...?

Why is everyone coming to take a look at it...?

What's wrong with the equip...? o.O

Orh! 2CDs' are trap inside... They're getting... In the end, they succeeded...

Singing Edited ''Fa Ru Xue'' for Ms Chua H.P in music room...

Watch the powerpoint which we gave Ms Chua H.P

Of course, the charity bazaar was a nice and successful one. We managed to earn money which can recoup our class funds, and in fact it's more than enough... However, it's said to be a CHARITY bazaar, = no money earned in the end >.<
Nevertheless, it's the BEST bazaar!

Thanks for your patience to read finish! =p

2007-08-07T20:05:00.000+08:00

Wow... Counting down to Singapore's Birthday is just thirty over hours from now =p. Getting excited and looking forward to it (Singaporeans), isn't it? After listening to the speech made by cher on ASEAN, i'm beginning to feel safe and happy to leave in this small but peaceful country. ^^

Perhaps i'm born in this destined place in 4 November 1993, i feel a greater sense of belonging to this country. More committed to this country is what i feel, and believe many people do. Just as mentioned, youths are the people who shape the country in future and also now.

I'm proud to live in Singapore. No matter on cleanliness, delicacies or harmoniousness, we doesn't lose out to other countries. No par with them, to be exact? I love my country, no matter whatsoever. Haha, i think as many Singaporeans do, our love for Singapore is just like a ferocious burning flame, never-ending.

No matter PR, IM, or SC, i think Singapore is considered one of the best countries in their heart other than their homeland. No one owes Singapore a living, we should stay united together as a nation on our own. =p

Another thing i shall announce upon my observation, my blog seems dead and... i will close it again any day before exams... But, i will use my willpower to revive it, haha ^^.

*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned offensively. Apologise to any misunderstandings. And, i love Singapore!

I'm proud to live in Singapore
It is my homeland, my home
No matter where i am
I promised
I will always remember you

2007-07-28T12:51:00.000+08:00

I know i had not been posting post lately... And i think i'm not going to post anymore until the first common test pass. =p Oh well, i'm also not going to do recounting about events which had passed. Dun always think of the past, think of future and look forward.

After much observation, i found many things changed. People changed too. You should know what i mean, if you're in my school and class. I am really speechless about this. Is time really the best nutrition for growth? Some agree, some not. However, since the times have changed, a person's personality, looks and his style do change.

If you dun agree, ask yourself;
Do you grow taller, stronger and more mature in thinking?
Do you find your taste of things have changed? E.g food, colour, pens...
Do you find that you're more knowledgeable and understanding to things?
Do you think you're staying the same as before?

3 Yes and 1 No. See! People do changed. Some changed in long distance and in small degree, while others give you a "wow". Changes varies directly to time.

Hmm, think i have no more craps to talk le =(. But i want to say that... i will make changes too ^^ Dun let your imagination run wild~~ I mean after tests, i'm going to make some changes to my blog XD.

Haix, tests are coming towards my me even though i didn't open my arms to welcome it. This kind of tests are called "UNWELCOME" tests! Protest! =p This time, tests mean so much to me. Believe it also holds "great" significance to many =(. My fear - to write compo by using "diary" style as normally i do when i wrote blog.

Okay! Tests start my life afresh from idling and slacking. So, jiayou to myself and everyone! Fight against the unwelcome guest! I have something to give everyone... i dunno if anyone has seen it before... If there is, i'm sorry, i didn't copy! I really suddenly thought about it de...

Study hard
Eat more fruits and vegetables, avoid taking heaty food
Exercise more (but dun injure yourself)
Drink lots of water
Sleep in early

Do SEEDS to keep your body and mind fit and healthy to fight against tests!

*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned offensively. Apologise for any misunderstandings. Stay happy ^^

Guess it's time for me to stay awake
in this predicament which i'hv landed myself in
I should be clearer than anyone else now
and take this great opportunity
to turn back the time

Rainbow comes after the rain
Fruits come after the labour

This is the worst nightmare
i have ever had

2007-07-22T17:26:00.000+08:00

Yesterday had muah-chee-making lesson with 6 people other than me. It was enjoyable and of course unforgettable =p. We went shopping for groceries (needed ingredients) first and later, went to Jasmine's house to do the cooking ^^. Wow, Jasmine's house was so tidy and beautiful, unlike mine, so messy >.<... The first time we tried out was using half a packet of flour we bought.

The results came out as a big big surprise. It looks erm, inedible? Inedible, disgusting, raw and horrible perhaps were only the words which could describe the results? Pardon for describing until like that =(. I'm very sorry to the other 6 person, because i never really help out T_T, hereby, i apologise - sorry!

Anyway, that could also give me a lesson - whenever i saw the same results in future, i will know that cannot be eaten! Learn from past, learn from mistakes. And hope that history dun ever repeat itself! Luckily after the trial, we got better and edible muah-chee ^^! Thanks to the people! But i got really too scared off by the first disgusting muah-chee and dare not eat =(. Others come easy when you get the hang of it. (making muah-chee)

Just now went to return and borrow books from library, and went to eat Bubur Hitam. Dunno why i suddenly have the cravings to read books =.=. And i got really pissed off by this person and really had the urge to scold the person. Not from my school, class nor family and relatives, is someone i dun want to mention #!%&^. (other school der) I'm too angry about this person!

Why are you behaving like that? You just thought you are behaving well? Well, that is bull-shit! You always like that, never thought of giving in to people. Would you die from giving in? No, right! You are giving a lot of excuses to admit that you're just too self-centered. I hate you. By just mentioning you, i feel like "throwing up everything", no, should be throwing everything on the ground and punch my bear...

I know i had went too far to scold the person. But i really hate it =(. I am starting to behave like this person, and i admit i am too self-centered sometimes though =[. (But the person is not me) I know saying things behind somebody else back is incorrect, but i couldn't bring myself to scold the person, because i'm not seeing the person often. I hope if i had made a mistake, someone can tell me and i can change for the better ^^.

*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned offensively. Apologise for any misunderstandings. Note: Dun think about the person anymore le, stay happy =p.

2007-07-20T16:13:00.000+08:00

I have not been posting since the last time i had posted. Due to my cute and "tiny" friend, Clarice's request, i am returning here to blog =p.

Well, it had been a hectic week, isn't it? Tests are coming, chers are rushing the syllabus, and we are going after their "supersonic" speeds. Police and thief game? With all the non-stop speeds about one another. We are just like a sponge plunging into the water and absorbing every water as much as we could. Water is just the same as time. No matter what we do, we just can't stop the time, time is always NOT enough.

Having to compare stress with time, all i could say might just be direct variation. As time goes by, the stress increased. Isn't that dub direct variation just as the way Maths goes by? Learn from school and apply it into our life, isn't that is what we are told to do so? It is equivalent as learning a word and try to put into a sentence to complete it.

Life is a book. We had formed many complete sentences in our lives, and there is also many incomplete sentences. Sentences help to complete our book of life.

My blog is full of miseries, the container to deposit all my stress and grudges. Life is full of happiness, suprises, anger and sorrows. And life is never fair. When you received something, you are bound to lose something which you treasured. I can enjoy surprises and happiness, but can't take in anger and sorrows. That's why i had vented all my anger here, you can really see how much i had lose =( "Unvented" anger is DEADLY.

Maybe i should just stop here, this post is so emotional >.<. K bah, i will post next time der. ^^ Stay happy and find the ingredients of life =p.

*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned offensively. Apologise for any misunderstandings.

2007-07-15T18:17:00.000+08:00

Finally had a break after so much things happening today. I was having tuition with Geena =p in morning, but before that i had a BIG brunch, woah, you can really see how big the brunch was o.O! 3 hours was unbearable for me to endure, and finally i have made it! After that, i went shopping with my mum for some home appliances.

For a while, i was like a headless housefly in the whole store, dunno what to choose and buy. A few minutes past by... I had already upgraded myself to a small kid in a wonderful big toy store, wanting to touch and feel everything in the store ^^. Haha, perhaps i could proudly say that almost every home appliances had my fingerprints o.O? Ohhor, that's exaggerating! XD

Bought what appliances i needed, we both went to buy some groceries! I was so glad that my mum had initiated buying me coconut ^^ even when i had forgotten to remind her o.O. I had been a helpful helper for my mum because i had helped her to take the groceries to weight =p.

When the auntie helped me to weight, she looked irritating because the queue seemed never-ending and she had to stand on her feet throughout the day. Second time i went to her again, her patience seemed to be losing, maybe perhaps she recognised me o.O? Nevertheless, i did thanked her for helping me ^^. After that, my mum and me happily went home.

After such a tiring day, my mum went to sleep "blissfully". Wahaha, until now, my mum was still sleeping o.O. Yippee, i had escaped from the lure of sleeping god ^^. Bored, i need to prepare something for my debate tomorrow. Let's talk about debate ^^.

My debate was on whether sacrificing our pride for life was correct. My team was on sacrificing pride for life was correct. Last Friday, our class was just debating on this. As a listener and not a debater, i was getting confused by our enemy and my team. Perhaps my enemy or my team had driven the definition of life and pride to other directions o.O? In the end, i dunno how to define life, as in life-and-death matter or just in other forms of life? Or pride, as in "faces" or other forms of pride like e.g. money to brag about?

Anyway, i am going to prepare myself later, for the sake of bonus 10 points for the winning team. I hope my team is not going to lose =p. Just hoping... Let's give our best to this debate bah! Jiayou to both teams ^^.

*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned offensively. Apologise for any misunderstandings. Debate is just a class debate, no offensive matter pointing against the other team.

Everyone let's work hard
towards your victory =p
Give your best shot

2007-07-14T09:43:00.000+08:00

Woah, it had been ages since the last post that i have posted. Yesterday went for the movie of Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix, it was a damn nice movie lor, but i preferred previous one =p. By the way, wahaha, such a rare opportunity that cher never gave any of the homework ^^.

Oh well, i'm actually just posting for Teacher Yong Yuen Cheng and MediaCorp News Senior Producer Lim Ngee Huat, who are setting out to conquer the America's infamous Death Valley in California, bordering Nevada. They will be running of 217 km in 50 hours. Death Valley is the world's hottest and driest place with temperatures hitting as high as 56.7 Celsius. They are the only 2 ppl of SEA running =p. Give our utmost moral support ^^. Death Valley is also called "si3 wang2 xia2 gu3" 死亡峡谷.

Despite the unsuccessful hard work of running the previous time, they are determined to try again to conquer the Death Valley. Because of unable to accustom to the weather and climate the previous time, this time, they have also prepared themselves for the run by using the cold water that they have prepared to cool their temperatures. They are going to immerse themselves into the cold water when they feel unbearable. I admired their perseverance, determination and their courage to learn from their mistakes. =p. Wow, they are running 217 km, that's an astronomical figures for me! For just 2.4 km, i was about to give up halfway, and if i was to run that 217 km (almost 200 times of 2.4 km), i will faint =.=.

Nevertheless, we should give our fullest moral support for them, because they are the only 2 people running from the whole of South East Asia, and of course, from our country ^^. Let's pray for the best that they will succeed in crossing the finishing line =p. Having the perseverance and determination to run in the Death Valley is equivalent to winning the run, and winning themselves because everyone's greatest enemy is themselves. Just compete with yourself, whether you finish or not finish the run, since you have tried ur best, you will be the ultimate winner of yourself!

*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned offensively. Apologise for any misunderstanding. Give our support to them! =p

2007-07-08T11:30:00.000+08:00

Aww..Recently too many things to take note of, like the trip to Science Centre, Flag Day thingy... Too many photos to upload liao, think when i'm more free then i will consider to upload them ^^. Haix, going to present the powerpoint next week liao, probably tomorrow o.O? Despite all the homework and other things, i'm still trying my utmost effort to memorise all the 600 over words, of course i'm still holding a small piece of script lah... If not i die of memorising o.O.

Nothing much to add on, maybe perhaps could say that the homework load for this weekend decreased? Other than that, other things were still "dashing towards me at 'alarmingly rate' o.O". In the past, i am complaining that my pace for life is a bit too fast, but now, as what you can see, i am actually speeding up my pace. I found that my pace was way slower than others. But i dun want to follow at others' speeds... I want to go on at my OWN speed.

Sian, weekend is really too boring for me. I have nowhere to go, i dunno what i want to do o.O. Everything seems so unreal, illusory. Aww, i dunno what i can do... Go into studying? Go back into cyber, into Maple? Go out for window-shopping? The feeling seems so terrible...

Think i better go back and memorise my script well before getting to the conclusion... You might not understand what i'm actually saying... Actually, i, myself also dun understand what i have typed until here, so you can dun bother finding out what i'm saying =/.

Heez... Something that i had found out to be interesting...
I found that people who are generally more emotionally like to type italic emotional words at the end of their post...
(People who are emotionally, who i think, might have no goal of which they are going to achieve bah... dunno... o.O)
So, i am going to try out =p... Dun laugh =S

*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned offensively. Apologise for any misunderstandings.

I'm back to my senses
and i found that my pace is slower
no one cares to turn back and help me =(
of course i have to brace up
and help myself
if not,
WHO WOULD BOTHER TO HELP ME?

2007-07-01T12:16:00.000+08:00

No one is made of steel, even steel man do ''fall down'' sometimes. I admit i am not a person made of steel, i ''fall'' at 4pm the previous day. After the Sec Two camp, i am really real tired le, and after yesterday that Flag Day, i am really REALLY exhausted.

I dunno why i didn't sleep for the camp and i still have the energy to play all the games like Archery, low and high elements etc. However, after the Flag Day, my energy went down to 0. Ahh! The feeling was like too tired, a bit headache (giddy) and going to faint anytime. I slept at 4pm yesterday until 8am today morning and i didn't eat my dinner =.=.

This taught me a lesson and made me learnt from my mistake. Which was "Sleep next time during camp!". That's lame, but it's true! Wow, i actually slept for 16 hours, can you believe it? So terrifying... But it do regain back my energy and sleep which i lost in camp and Flag Day... And after the camp, i am very afraid of food =(. Cause during the camp, every meal was so much lor, then had to throw away half or more of the food, then very waste food. I hate to waste food and hence, i kept on eating and eating, then very stuffed... Haix... T_T

I think i need plenty of rest before i recount my Flag Day later or the following day bah... If someone reads until here, please tag more ^^, cause i saw some improvement in tagboard ler... And i am really grateful to you all =p=p. So happy...

But tag is tag, dun put the name i dunno mah... Dun make it sounds like mystery... =p Pb arh... is typo or your name one, cause my class no one call pb by short... XD

*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned offensively. Apologise for any misunderstandings. Pb must remember to reply... XD

2007-06-29T17:52:00.000+08:00

Sianz...wanting to make my blog list longer ^^. Tomorrow the flag day is definitely on, and i am 100% sure to turn up der... Haha, hope it will turn out successfully, dun rain, dun thunder. =p Haix, homework is piling up everyday and everyday, dunno whether i can finish all or not. Anyway, Monday is the Youth Day Holiday, let's all enjoy the happy day bah ^^. Schedule next week is quite packed... Hope by a few more weeks it can be better, if not i will be more haggard than an old woman, haha. Homework, stress, homework and stress, both can't live without each other, just like ''chun2 wang2 chi3 han2''.

I just found that my life had turned into the mess... Dunno when i can clear up this never-ending mess i had ever got myself into. Not only mess, it also had turned upside-down. Too tired, the camp took away my sleep, now i am so restless... I need to regain my energy!!! Now how? I am still in the camping mood, still afraid of every meal... Anyway, the camp did ended right? Let bygones be bygones, stop thinking of the past =p.

Dunno if anyone is reading this whole bunch of craps, bet no one does. If anyone does, just pop by to say a hello bah... Cause my blog looks dead o.O? Today cher just passed an important assignment to me, dunno if i can do it or not =(. Dunno is too shy or too scare... There is always a barrier in my heart. Haix, hope i can finish the assignment in time, can't disappoint cher...

In my assignment, i just found that volunteering work do help in our studies, for example it helps us to add in our points ( not as in tests or exam marks ). However i also want to indicate that doing volunteering work is on your own will, not do it for just any marks. I hope everyone do volunteering work willingly, seriously and with a great passion =p. We need to give help, care and concern to people who needs our help and not neglect them and treat them badly...

Gtg...need plenty of rest... =p

*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned offensively. Apologise for any misunderstandings. Above blog is not pointing to anyone...

2007-06-28T16:06:00.000+08:00

Back from camp, back from school, back to my senses. Camp fun, games fun, everything fun.
Only some minor things like washroom problem, then other still can lar. Food okay, sleep bad, and everything alright. I dun want to talk about that camp liao. Hate it, got nothing back except bruises. Flag day is on for this Saturday, 100% feeling wanting to participate. Next week still got CCA, tuition and school trip. Homework left undone and i dun feel like doing it =p Ahhh!

*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned offensively.

2007-06-27T18:56:00.000+08:00

Finally back from tiring camp... It's a FINALLY arh!!! So tired, i never sleep during the night lor, now i feeling like sleeping ler... Haix, i better go sleep... Gtg

2007-06-25T18:37:00.000+08:00

Grrrrr, just scolded my sis... She always want snatch my food away, this also want; that also want, she just want everything... No wonder she gained so much weight =p Lucky she ate ALL THE FOOD for me ^^ Greedy her !&#$^$%#@! My food!!!! Haix, stop talking about irritating things ^^... Today just started the third term, well, everything is going smoothly. The first day was more smooth than what i had expected. Had 2hours of freetime too ^^ Haiyo, tomorrow camp ler, and i haven't pack finish... =.= Never mind...hope i won't have any nightmares ^^ Okay lah... Think still okay... +u+u gogogo!
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, NO NAMES were mentioned offensively. Apologise for any misunderstandings. =p

2007-06-23T19:32:00.000+08:00

Yoz... I have finally braced up and decided to work towards my goal! I shall finish my homework by tonight bah ^^. God! Please give me your utmost support! Hope i can finish my homework... if not tomorrow family outing then i really no time do le... Haix, 1 month no see everyone le, dunno what is the feeling when school reopens =p Anticipating that... Zzz, everytime blog with broken english... Sooner or later i will "deproved" drastically.

+u+u gogogo!

Believe yourself & you can do it...
Believe that you can do it & you will success...
Believe believe believe...

*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned offensively. Apologise for any misunderstandings. =p

2007-06-22T18:34:00.000+08:00

Haix... Going to start school soon and the worse of all is...I HAVEN'T FINISH MY HOMEWORK! How? How? How? Tell me how!!! Ahh... Irritating brochure, i need to edit the information to make it 3S- short, simple and sweet, but historical information are so ''rich'' that i can't cut anyhow i like mah... Hope the time will stop now and let me finish my brochure, so that i can go play maple ^^. So boring now, have to finish editing the information...

*Above blog has no offense to anyone, no names mentioned offensively... Subject not mention*
Apologise for any misunderstanding.

ahhhhhhhhhh
the feeling is
so terrible
who can
help
me
?

2007-06-21T15:46:00.000+08:00

Woah, our class-bonding bbq ended the day before yesterday... It was quite fun than what i have actually thought it would be =.= It was quite memorable of course, but ''the beautiful rainbow was splashed with some black paints''. IT WAS DONE BY THE xxxxxxxx xxxxx!!! Beautiful memory, beautiful bbq, beautiful rainbow was spoilt by these people... Damn sad. Keep giving us trouble by saying us giving you trouble, keep interrupting us... !#^!#$%#& But never mind ^^, dun be so petty mah =) Haix, only about half the class turned up only... Played the ''concentration'' and ''couple game'', and i ran a lot T_T. 3 ''waterxxxxs'' for me, but i gave away 2 and wasted 1 T_T. And bbq at evening and i only drank some drinks and ate marsh-mallow, because you see *Erhem*... I went back early and reached home by 7.35pm. Regretted going home so early, because i heard that they were enjoying themselves in the pool after a few minutes i left!!!!! Haix, never mind, hope we will have another bbq next time... ^^

I took some photographs before i going back home... The photographs were so LAME lor, my mum scolded me for not taking people' face, but instead their backs... =.= You see the photographs then you will understand...

Zzz Secretly took der... The backs of everyone!

Girls power! Haha, jkjk... They trying to bbq the food without man's help...

Kind and helpful security guard were helping us to set up the ''shelter''... But in the end, the ''shelter'' was found to be spoilt... =.=

Oppss! The stick fell down onto the ground, *Ouch*! Helpful girls were picking the sticks... A few people still discussing on how to bbq?! o.O

Opps, a bit blurr... The sticks were finally picked up! Now, they were dividing the sticks among each other to ''chuan4'' the marsh-mallow... Good teamwork! Ehh, people behind still discussing? o.O

Photo taken behind the plants =p Like ''tou1 pai1" like that lor... People bbqing the food...

Haha, this one taken by me too ^^ Messy table

Messy table... Opps! Easy theft case?

So blurrr... Did you see the BIG fire?!? o.O DANGER!

Half clear, half blur?! And 1 spiritual thingy?!? o.O

The last photo i took for the bbq before going off... The previous few photos were so blur, and now i finally took a clear one... But why is everyone going off?!?

*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names mentioned offensively... 'x' is used to represent maybe offensive words. If you have any comments on the photos, leave a message at my tagboard =p

2007-06-13T11:49:00.000+08:00

Haha...i finally make my blog alive... Hope at least will have 1 person to notice it... Too long never revive and now everyone knows my blog is close down and will not come der... Never, just seat back and see. =p

2007-06-08T11:55:00.000+08:00

Sianz...Now the holidays are so sian when it was only the second week?!? I had nothing to do at home, cannot play computer games =.= Later my mummy nag nag nag again... No choice, only read books... =.=

2007-06-06T15:03:00.000+08:00

Haha, now the holidays are getting more and more boring. I think this is not what i had expected bah... =0 Heez, watched 200 pounds beauty few days ago then thought very nice and touching... I cried even when i watch it for the second time =.= It was so touching~~ Haix... 1 week of holidays past so fast, i can't even do anything... T_T Heez, think i blog until here bah...
PYrologics: God is the only one who can do everything, humans only do what they're capable of. You can be God if you do everything you like.
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned offensively. =) Apologise for any misunderstanding.

2007-05-25T20:39:00.000+08:00

Yoz, finally the term is going to end le. Glad that everything is being restored back to one piece le... =p Only a sad little minor thing bugged me, which is the fact i dropped more than seven ranks... Haix, nvm, work harder next time bah.

Yesterday, cher let us watch a kinda movie, called, La Vita È Bella. The scenes were at Italy, but i don't really know where this movie was produced from. Nvm, anyway, it was an enjoyable, touching and romantic movie. In the movie when it started, a man called don't know what Guido, drove past a place where the people were expecting the royal. Because of some little accidents, instead of the royals who passed first, Guido and his friend ( forgot his name le ), drove past. The people who were quite "innocent", thought they were the royals, and cheered hard. Lol, Guido after passing felt puzzled, but continued to brag about being a prince. When he stopped at a place, a woman fall from a balcony bah, as she got stung by wasps. Guido went to catch her and off they go, banging together. Guido was fond of her and helped her to suck the poisonous thing. Guido called her Princess as he was joking of his identity of prince. Haha, i liked this part and another part, when they kept bumping into each other suddenly. This felt so destined, that they were destined to be together. Whenever they bumped into each other, Guido would sure call her Princess, Guido did whatever he could to make her laugh.

There was a part where i liked the most throughout the whole movie, which Guido made use of the dropping of key everyday to make Princess laugh, as Princess said to him that there was a key to open up her "treasure chest". He kept divert to something he would knew that would happen to make Princess laugh. Firstly was the key thing, second was that he was a genius in solving riddles and he gave a riddle to a doctor to solve. The answer was 7seconds, and when he saw the doctor, he quickly diverted the subject to what is the time needed for them to have an ice-cream, and when the doctor saw him, he went up to him and tell him the answer - 7seconds. Thridly was, he had the habit of stealing people hats when he thought other people hats were better than his, and when he saw the person whose hat had been stolen by him twice, he quickly diverted the subject to saying that his hat was wet, and need a drier one. The Princess prayed, and the person changed back Guido's hat with his hat. By these three things, the Princess was astonished and quite surprised. This felt like a destined to be story. I was also quite amazed by the flow of story.

I was amazed by the brave and heroine act of Princess when she decided to leave with Guido and not to be married to a rich man. Because Guido was much more poorer as compared to the rich man. They got married and had a child called Joshua. Their happiness did not last long when the Germans were having a war, as the Jewishs would be captured. Guido was a Jewish, whereas Princess was an Italian.

When Guido and his a few years kid, Joshua were being captured, the day was Joshua's birthday. They were being captured to concentration camp. I did not really understand the story well, i do not know whether Guido know that he was going to suffer as he kept lying to his son, keeping something back. He kept lying to his son that they were having a game, everyday would earn some points and if someone gets a total points of a thousand, he/she would won the game and win a real tank. What about Princess you might think of? She was worried about them, but she appeared to be more calm than calm water. She insisted on going onto the train together with them to suffer, she wanted to protect them.

I felt brave and speechless for the spirit Guido had, despite he was suffering, he would do whatever he could to cheer his son up and protect him. He and other Jewishs needed to carry the anvils to the furnace which was buring up to thousand degrees celsius. How heavy the anvil would be? Can you imagine, after carrying the anvils, only received some little bread, and Guido gave all to Joshua..., what would he eat?

And I was deeply touched some of the events that happened later. Firstly, he took Joshua secretly out to the loudspeakers station with no one around, talk into the speakers and greeted Princess like normally he would. Upon hearing it, Princess just stared widely into the speakers and cried. I was so touched by Guido, as at that time, the women were assembling the clothes of the young and old who were to have a shower bath of toxic gas and die, upon hearing Joshua's voice, Princess began to feel relieved.

Secondly, he secretly went to the place where there is grammophone, he changed the song to the one he sang to Princess before and put it loud enough for Princess at the other dormitory to hear. Princess cried too... when she thought of the song.

Last of the story was that the Germans lost and they were retreating back. Anyone who was caught on the street would be shot at. And, Guido told Joshua to hide in the place and do not come out until it was complete silent. As should he die, Joshua would be safely protected too. He risked his life to the women dormitory to look for Princess, but in the end, he was caught by a German soldier. He was being brought to a corner then being shot at. I felt sad for him, for his love towards his wife and son. When Germans lost the war, he wanted to reunion with his wife, and he went in search of her despite having the chance to be caught. If not for his love towards his wife, he might still be alive. And he safely protected his son from being killed in the gas shower. Joshua was the only Jewish child who had been alive till the end. If i were to change the ending, i would have made him to be alive.

In the end, Joshua really saw a real tank and sat on it with a Britain soldier. On his journey back with the soldier, he reunioned with his mother... And the end of the story was, he felt that having to be reunioned with his mother was the best gift from his father.

I felt quite touched by this movie especially when Guido died. He sacrificed a lot, and protected his son from being harmed. He was a cheerful, optimistic and clever person, i think if i were Joshua, i would be proud of him and always remember him as my hero...

Riddle: I'm a person, when you call me, i'm not there anymore.

*Above blog has no offence to anyone or movie. The words above were purely my opinion of the movie. Apologise for any misunderstandings caused.

A new start

2007-05-20T10:26:00.000+08:00

Haha, the ''sotong'' blogger is back again. Recently got emotionally hurt by a lot of things... so many until i couldn't count. Keke, finally all the exams were over, results got back already. So disappointed with my Lit and Eng, both nearly nearly going to fail one. Haix, let's not talk about it le... I stopped blogging since there were none of the trillions and billions of the population people came to my blog, hence, decided to stop it for a while. Before i closed it, no people came, so i concluded that when i opened it, no one will know... =p Think i can write more secretive blogs le bah... Haha, the days goes by, the sun set and rise, set and rise, the days are getting more and more boring. As the days coming to June holidays more nearer, the more boring it is. As you can see, stuffing at home doing all the stupid projects and homework, watching the boring television from day to night or facing the square computer all the day. Is this the kind of holidays that everyone wish for? Haix, one more pathetic week before ending our school term... I'm struggling and staggering after being murdered by exams result to holidays, hope during the holidays i can cure and heal myself to be the new ME again... =p Let's wish for the better bah... XD
PYrologics: People get heal during holidays, not get kill.
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned. Marks and names of teachers or school were not being mentioned. Apologise for any misunderstanding.

2007-04-17T16:44:00.000+08:00

OMG! I believe what i am going to tell you is a definitely a disappointing news, if you really put yourself in my shoes... NOT exaggerating! I really mean it! Anyway, i shall not made-public this thing bah, cause i know... IT hurts! Haha, i made itinerary for my recent activites...

13 April 2007, Friday - Cloudy, windy and rainy

Went to VCH for rehearsal, to practice for the BEST. On the way, saw somethings which attracted my attention. Maybe just a minor thing to you... I saw the splendor Singapore Flyer, which can be considered the tallest ferris wheel in Singapore which broke the world records! That was an OMG! It was so wonderful and large. Marvellous is only the word i could describe then, and i was staring at it for long... Could not take my eyes away... I also saw the Raffles Hotel on the way, and it was grandeur! It was built along the road, and it gives people the sense of royals, isn't it? While rehearsing, memories flow back just like a river, i began to recall about the past... I been to there for twice or thrice... And it was the first time i went on stage! After rehearsing, when we were about to leave for bus, it was rainy! AHH! Moreover, i was too sleepy and dozed off on the bus... It was a busy day...

OMG! The Singapore Flyer!

PYrologics: Everyone has its first time...
*Above blog has no offence towards anyone or any place. No names were mentioned in the above blog. Places of place were not mentioned offensively.

Aniversary

2007-04-15T21:21:00.000+08:00

Haha, long time never blog liao...

Today

Just want to congratulates myself

on my first blog's aniversary

which started in

12th APRIL 2006

XD 1 year old liao... But later on, i create another account for blog, and is this blog... This blog earliest post is 17th May 2006... 1 month more to go for my this blog 1 year aniversary... Haha, feel free to see my first two posts in my life... how it looks like, haha XD

http://wherever-you.blogspot.com

2007-04-06T14:29:00.000+08:00

Hmm, recently nothing to blog, only with a few complaints!!! Wah, complaint queen, haha. SHOOT everyone with complaints now! Firstly, many compositions homework "abound" over the so-called ''holidays'' to finish, 2 English and 1 Chinese. Feel stressed-up arh! Secondly, i flunked my Geography class test the previous day!!! Short term memory + forget to memorise = flunked exam. XD Never mind, i DUN usually memorise things for exams de, that's so unlikely to be me. Thirdly, and also the most deadly one. Dunno why i behaved in aberrant behaviour recently, doing weird things, and i'm quite abashed about it... Haix, better not to mention about it, haha. For instance, saying things i should not XP. The complaints do come along with some good news yea. Good? Dunno how should i go about saying how good it is. Perhaps, i should rather say that, it is good for temporary only. Firstly, i got into SYF... Such a great great great relief for me! I dunno, my voice sounded awful during that audition, just dunno why... Next, i have a chance to go for Maths Olympiad! Haha, that was good, i still remember the last olympiad, and was grateful to Jing Yi for helping me to get into the competition. XD Now, didn't have a chance was alright, having a chance was even worse, i have trainings for this, on for few days. Yucks! But, okay lor, i wanted it accordingly. Next, something absurd happened. The school actually hold something, every Wednesday, for us to keep abreast of things happening around us. Can't believe it, never expect them to host such xxxx event lah. Haha, unexpected things DO happened sometimes. Now, i shall stopped here for a moment, blog next time when time allows. Haha =)
PYrologics: Yesterday is mystery, tomorrow is a history, today is a gift, that's why it's called present.
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned offensively. No offensive remarks were written. Name of school, event, competition were NOT above-mentioned.

2007-03-31T10:05:00.000+08:00

Haix, nowadays seems like so sian, after Speech Day was even more tiring than i'd imagined. Never know it was so tiring, feel like giving up everything, travel to a far-away place and stayed there. XD Recently many things did happened, some gave me a shock, perhaps? For once, i was a SPI ( student private investigator ), that was so unlikely to be me! I also sacrificed some time to catch them, not adulterous relationship hor! After which, i had been saddened by the fact that - there ARE people who spoke even faster than me! Why Why Why? I thought i spoke the "fastest" XD haha. Even finished the 1-minute speech this week, to me, could be just a narrow escape from death... The feeling up there is...so...erm, just like ur heart stopped beating at once, everything around you stopped, your chest felt tight, every words that you said you could not hear, you do not know what craps you talking. This is called "stage fright" XD. Nevertheless, being forced to do disgusting project added on to my miseries! AHH! What STDs project lor, puke lah, the pictures so disgusting still make us do. Haix, is this the life of student? Mummy told me yesterday to be grateful, to father coz he is working hard for home income. But, do she realise in order for me not to disgrace her in front of other parents, i also tired hard to study what i do not like, do what i hate. Yucks! After all, i am your child! Give me some concern! XD Erm, change the subject, not only plague visited, luck does come along with it! Not centuries ago, when someone bought drink from vending machine, she paid the correct amount but it dropped two drinks! Yippee! She gave the other one for me FOC. And cher also told us to achieve something when chance comes, just grab it. And also why do something that is disadvantage to us, ASK, ask to change to when it is advantage to us. BE ACTIVE, not proactive. Lol. The boys made use of these and repeated everything to the one who gave us disgusting project. B'cause the deadline is only a few hours. Haha XD. During lessons, we watched 4 groups to act out a play. Almost all the groups repeated the whole para, listened until sian~ Next week gonna be the most tiring week, until SYF ended, then it will be the greatest relief. And such, i also going to be "student teacher". Lol, i am inept at teaching ppl. Think i will be ending my life faster than others, busy myself with all the irrelevant stuff. GTG for something! Bye~
PYrologics: Life is darkness, do something to shine out your life.
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned. No offensive remarks written. Teachers' names were not mentioned, the person name was not mentioned, subjects names not mentioned.

haix

2007-03-24T21:03:00.000+08:00

Another saturday spent at school! SAD! Then, homework was piling higher and higher everyday, like never-ending. Today homework tomorrow hand up, and some more homework tomorrow, like everyday is related with the word 'homework'. Feel like not mapling nowadays, hope to wait after SYF competition then maple. LOL, me so hardworking, although i didn't go into the SYF, i still practice hard for it, and go for every sessions. Hmm, feel like abandoning my blog too, this blog somehow sarks and dead. People create blog, so do i, people blog is 'livelier' whereas my blog is dead... This remind me of the chinese idiom ''tong2 ren2 bu4 tong2 ming4''. Thinking back, almost everyday need to stay back... Not for projects, then CCA or rehearsal... Somemore, i go participate for Maths CIP and Olympiad lor, then i will busy myself to dead after the mid-year exams. This is called ''zi4 tao2 ku3 chi2". Haix, too exhausted, i think i stop rest.
PYrologics: Life short, treasure it.
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned. No offensive remarks were written.

2007-03-20T22:52:00.001+08:00

Lol. Since the new term has started, i had been very frustrated with all the school work and been tired throughout the whole day. Every lessons seems dull and long, and each minute seems like a decade long. I could hardly wait for a minute to pass, sometimes, i also found that my eye lids getting heavier and heavier. The school life is sian dao~~ You see, i am living in a boring life. Sad. Everyday not school, then work, not work, then CCA. Sometimes i even dream of myself in lala land... Talking about dreaming, yesterday i dreamt of a very VERY very sweet dream. It is about...lol, SE-CR-ET! Zzz, everyday not projects, then homework, not homework, then stress. Nowadays still got CCA practices till so late, plus the rehearsal of CCA and prize-giving, wah, was like a BIG BOMB dropped from the sky. Heard from someone that, people who are not involve in any items, like performing arts, uniform groups or MCs, can be usher. Lol! I want to be usher! To me, ushering seems not fated with me, everytime got ushering, the first time i at a another school listening to boring topics on how chinese projects. Now, is CCA plus prize-giving stopped me from becoming usher. SAD! T_T Nvm, i hope there will be a next time. ^^ I opened my blog earlier than it should be...21st March. See who is observant or lucky to come in to tag... ^^ Go to sleep...BB!
PYrologics: Life is nature, and is cycle.
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned. CCA name and school name were not mention. No offensive remarks were written in the blog.

2007-03-09T20:26:00.000+08:00

Wah, today P.E ran 3 rounds wor... I panting and panting, hoping there is an end to my misery of running then. XD I cheated in the last round, it supposed to be jogging throughout without any walking, but i walked a lot... No, should be i strolled a lot... XD Couldn't help it mah, people with poor stamina like me cannot jog throughout de, later faint half-way through... Choy! Then later at 11am+ had prize-giving ceremony for CCAs one, not academic one... It was super long to cover the Literature lessons, so happy. ^^ But anyway, teacher let us rest after such a long day, with no lesson on and holidays are coming, that's why i am so happy today. At today X lesson, we were watching what rock band video, then some students (a girl with some boys) were super lame lor. They looked in b'cause the room was dark, then the only girl saw teacher and screamed then ran away... They were SUPER lame lor, had nothing better to do arh? Nothing to do then go read up how to be more polite lah! Stop your stupid and fcuking acts lor! Then after a while they came back and dunno which student opened the door and said dunno what things and ran off. At that time, i felt like slapping them. A few seconds just passed, then they creeped up behind the door (in order not to be seen), then opened the door "boom boom boom" open and close, open and close like that lor. If not for i am in school, if not for i am still a student, dunno what i will do to them... Maybe like them, creep up to the door, then open the door with great strength and bang whoever behind it... ^^ So evil right? But, they are super more lame and rude to teacher, feel like "ba2 dao1 xiang1 zhu4". They deserve to be punished, hope teacher complaint to the school and they were caught on CCTV, make them have detention and demerit points. ^^ Cool down~ After school, then need stay back for rehearsal, and made us go 2 rounds to ensure us walk properly and nicely with mistakes-free! =.=''' That's all for today bah... GTG liao...
PYrologics: Do not do anything like the lame students, they are fk-ing XXX-XXXX. Never do thing against the rule, b'cause you never know when the CCTV catches you unnoticed.
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned. No offensive remarks written in the blog. (Except the stupid lame people, P.S i didn't say who you are hor)

2007-03-08T15:28:00.000+08:00

XD Today so happy wor, happy news come after one another. Firstly, our Mathematics teacher gave me a chocolate, which brighten up my day ^^. B'cause she is always so strict as she seems, seldom smile one =(, but today she gave me chocolate... Wait a minute, not just me k, almost everyone received it. ^^ Next, the following day is the rehearsal for our school annual Speech Day, which is also the prize-giving day lah... The day when prize recipients hope it to come... Pei Sin and many of my classmates got prize on that day too ^^. Congrats Pei Sin! *Clap Clap* Wah, today homework is so much wor, like a big big big mountain like that... Hey, not only the homework which is the most "appealing" to students, so do projects. Lots and lots of projects coming up, and the deadline is getting closer for some of the projects. Today is such a hectic day, busying with this, busying with that. Then, the most frustrating thing is, i hated Science. For that chapter on what AIDS, HIV, STDs, and blah blah blah... The pictures in the text are damn disgusting lor, i dun even dare to take even a glance at it. Think pasting a paper over it is the only and best solution to me... If there is any test coming up on this chapter, i might going to flunk my test, b'cause this is really really really disgusting. EEE! I like to keep my post like this, so secretive that no one knows, no one reads... Secrets are not to let people know, so i am going to talk craps and perhaps secrets here. ^^ Last of all, let's hope we have an enjoyable holidays!
Pyrologics: Keep your hygiene at top standard, even you dun sex around, you might get some diseases.
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned above(Congrats Pei Sin for...). No offensive remarks written in this blog. Lastly, hope we have a enjoyable rehearsal. ^^

2007-03-03T15:44:00.000+08:00

Woah, today went out with group mates to do the stupid project. I hate to do project, b'cause it involves a lot of work, and also need to produce a product. Went to west mall to do, it was damn fast. Came back home much earlier than i expected it will last. Having to do work with an empty stomach was quite a bad start, and therefore, we went to fill up our stomach first. Ate quite little, but damn expensive. It was so costly!!! I burnt a hole in my pocket =.=''' Later, camped at library to do work... No empty table we could find, and we just bear with the embarrassment to sit at the floor between the shelves. But, that was not the embarrass moment... The most embarrassment moment was being chased out between the shelves to a corner. Hope that no body saw it! Having our work done was our main priority, but it does not seem so. Some was doing their homework! While me, i was reading a book on marine aquarium. Sounds lame? No, it was quite eye-opening. As i go on, you might wonder what we were doing next. Okay, i haven't ended the story. XXX, as we walked out the library, dunno she was imaginating things or it was a close shave. A man, walked in as we walked out, and she said that the man was staring at her, and when he went past her, he smiled and made eerie laughing sounds at her. Dunno whether it was true... Lucky, it was not me! After this, went off on shopping spree, they bought earrings, and i, nothing. For i have no ear holes, it saved quite a lot of money than having to spend money on earrings. We came out the mall, and somebody stopped us. Just for a survey. Religious belief survey. Dunno it was confidential or made-public, but this doesn't worry me, i didn't reveal much about my personal information. GTG, for mapling... Blog next time bah.
PYrologics: (learn from the marine aquarium book) H2O [water] is made up of H+ [hydrogen ion] and OH- [hydroxyl ion]. Dunno it's true or not, it's from the book...
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned. No offensive remarks written, apologise for anything offensive.

2007-03-02T20:26:00.000+08:00

Hi ya, finally all the exams are OVER! Hooray! Nothing is more happy than the last minute of the exam today. Woah, that's a great great great relief that everything is finally over! Despite that there may be another test, mid-year exams coming, the happiness that everyone gained today will be treasured. Someone said before, that will you rather enjoy for just once and suffer for thousand times, or rather do not enjoy for that once and need not suffer for thousand times. Maybe i will prefer to enjoy for just once? Hmm, exams are finally over, let's not talk about it anymore. Suddenly thought of the castration that teacher said today, yucks, it was disgusting. Come to think of it, what is the people, in fact, eunuch think of it (castration) in the past... Wouldn't it be a painful experience? Wouldn't them want to have children? Hmm, this topic is rather hard to learn... Science! My worst nightmare... If i possess magic powers, i hope to stop everything at this moment, at the first minute after exams, and relax myself. I had been too stress, contracted by others, playing Maple everyday seems to be my job, and yet anyone is studying! I am most annoyed by studying, i hate to sit down just for a second to study. Playful as i am, i am suspecting myself to be a person who is bad in studies, as i am lacking interest in this... My God! Today Show N Tell was a unsuccessful attempt! I tried to speak up, project my voice, remember the points that i am gonna say, and yet... All these are useless attempt, all my efforts have gone down the drain. Sad, was the only word for my Show N Tell. Regret, was the only word for not putting much effort in Show N Tell. I have so much to share, so much to tell, and yet my fingers just can't type them out. Woah, i suddenly felt great zealousness overcome me!
Pyrologic: Let bygones be bygones; don't turn your head back in the midst of your journey to regret about the past, look ahead and do your best.
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names mentioned. No offensive remarks written.

Project SuperStars!

2007-01-27T18:17:00.000+08:00

XD, specially went to watch project superstar this afternoon, coz last time didn't bring my camera T_T. It was raining cats and dogs, and there was a very large crowd of people there. I was late, and i stood outside the shelter =.=''', just like a latecomer being left out by people... The people there was so tall lor, i even had to tip-toe to just take a glance at Daren's and Diya's face. The atmosphere there was so unbearable for me, kinda squeezy, like particles of solid in fixed position, vibrating in my fixed position. Fortunately, i managed to take a little glance at the superstars and took a video of them, like a secret admirers =.='''. I was tip-toeing outside the shelter, and little raindrops started to fall, then i was caught in the rain! I tip-toed and held my camera very high to capture the historical moments. Hey! This was not easy, i can assure you. They talked lots and lots, and i held up my right hand, then left hand to video for a long period of time. There was a lot of cameras, handphones and camcorders... Camcorders were the best, capture until so nice T_T, i don't have! While i was left outside the shelter, lucky two people beside and behind me, so kind to share umbrella with me! Thanks to an auntie and a young, pretty lady! Two umbrellas were surely cover me, haha. If not, i would have a very "fashion" clothes, with big dots around =.='''. Then after that, went to restaurent eat, and it was so expensive. If the food in restaurant is nice, expensive is also worth it, but the food is only so-so... =.=''' Nvm, few bucks in my stomach already started to digest liao, no use talk about it... XD And, maybe the day ended like that... Yar, i also had to think of idea to write in my chinese blog, and do my science =.='''. Lots of homework, yea... Stay happy ya!
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, anyplace. Purely my opinion... XD
PYrologic: Support DAREN and DIYA! I like daren more... XD

>>

XD

2007-01-12T17:04:00.000+08:00

Today is such a "fine" day, isn't it? It keeps raining and raining, raining non-stop. Al-though-though-though...today is such a bad day, my mood is quite light-hearted. Lessons today were short, and something brightened up my day. Quite happy, one of my subjects is taught by one of my favorite teachers. Cannot say, it is a highly protected SE-CR-ET! Recently was busy with a lot of stuffs, as you can see, all these projects, homeworks and blablabla. Projects coming like flowing water, homework like gushing water. XD Hmm, really nothing, i need to plot my homework composition. =)
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned offensively.
PYrologics: Stay happy everyday, even it is raining!

WTF?

2007-01-09T16:21:00.000+08:00

The only thing i can say today is 'WTF'? Tired. I am real tired today, for everything keep repeating. Hmm, i am a fortune-teller for today, i can sense that you will ask me what happen today or maybe what keeps repeating. Alright, since i am so free, i will like to tell you about my "wonderful" day. Today started with a word 'alright', then it become 'okay', 'bad' and 'worst'. What causes that to happen? I also had a question mark in my mind... Everyday which spoils my mood are always buses and homework.
Hmm, after a hard day at school, no, should be a "FREE" day, so free till teachers gave us homework to "kill" time, i should have take a pleasant ride by bus home... Yet, everything started from buses! This year, my former school has moved to somewhere near to my current school, and the students, which are also my "juniors", take the same bus with me. A lot of students DO fit into the school, as you always know that, and the bus i always take to head home, always had a LOT of students and blablabla. Since the bus is filled with a lot of people, we can't possibly HAVE seats for us, and of course i don't sit usually as you see~
What shall i do then? STAND lor! Out came the word from my mind 'WTF?'. I know its rude k, i didn't mean it, and of course i DIDN'T say it! I am too angry that time, and it's not only the first time, it DID happened a lot of times! Always no seats, not to mention that, and there was even no space to stand! Worse for me, such a bad day...
AND everything did seem fine, going smoothly on... Haix, maybe it's not their fault either, god is making fun of people! I doubt this situation will be getting better for next few days, SO i will be scolding vulgar in my mind when it comes to take a bus home...
Nowadays homework has been like snowball? Keep rolling it and it will get bigger and bigger, and homework is just like having tons and tons of it everyday?! Projects came knocking into our brains to remind us come out of lala~land at lessons. Lessons were as boring as it went by, homework getting harder and more for us. That was just the CYCLE of student, i guess.
Alright, end here for today i guess...
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned offensively. Take note: I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING OFFENSIVELY(to chers)!
PYrologics: Live life happy, and you will find something surprising waiting for you to discover.

New start

2007-01-07T00:00:00.000+08:00

Every starting point has a finishing point.
Just as in a year, there is January and December, and it will start a year again.
2 months ago i just finished my Secondary One career, and it now started again schooling with Secondary Two career. It's too fast, too fast for me to change everything and start everything again. I hated this feeling, i really HATE it. It's hard to change everything, i changed everything last year, and now i'm gonna change everything AGAIN! I wanna stop everything, i going berserk! I always hated schooling, homework and blablabla etcetera...
Why all these keep happening? No answer to it, i guess. Perhaps, it's just a cycle, schooling cycle? New classroom, new textbooks, new teachers, new classmate... HATE it, Mum come interrupt XD I was reading someone's blog just now, and i thought, after all, schooling not bad though... Maybe i was just disappointed with new teachers? I hope they will not be too strict with us, give us some freedom and air to breathe! Time really dun waits for people, i haven't even mentally prepared with these frights and all that... Maybe that's why, we need to treasure them before we lose them...
Treasure, is hard to do.
But i will.
Currently time is 12.00am 07/01, Kai Xin's Birthday...
Kai Xin, you're 1 year older liao! Stay happy!
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned other than the birthday girl ^^.
PYrologic: Time passes real fast, treasure and make use of it!

Merry Xmas

2006-12-25T10:26:00.000+08:00

MERRY XMAS

Merry Christmas to everyone! Hope everybody have a nice day! XD Our class-bonding camp had just over... After that "wonderful" camp, i had been having the same nightmare everyday. It had a programme called 'NightWalk' at night, suppose i thought it was just a walk at night. Little did i expect it turns out to be so frightening... But, actually it was not frightening lah, i was just scaring myself. Before the walk, senior scouts told us history of Fuhua, while sitting down listening, i was thinking of what will happen in the walk... Thinking and thinking, my mind going wild... XP [The usual me] They told so many little details, but my mind was filled of terrible and horrible things that i most probably will expect at the walk. The walk started after the 'story-telling', everyone had to be grouped into pairs and walked through the school. We had to walk in the correct route, at each checkpoint there will have paper directing where to go. Pei Sin and i were in pair, 5th pair to be exact, started our journey with hearts beating fast... I worse, my heartbeats were so fast that i couldn't hear anything else except my heartbeats. Near the first checkpoint, we had to go in female washroom. On the floor, there lies a pair of shoes, at the moment, i thought of the worst, i thought of 'Geisha'! When Pei Sin and i went in, the boy immediately jumped out and shouted... I was so frightened, tears rolling out, first checkpoint already so frightening, if i was to finish all, will i have heart attack? The boy who brought us to the first checkpoint called JunBao, he escort us to the next place... After the first checkpoint, i was so frightened le, dun dare to continue, and they said if we couldn't 'tahan', can just go to the finish point... Then brave Pei Sin encouraged me to continue, then i just try. The next place we had to go is 'BACKSTAGE'. Upon seeing, my heart totally break out of sweats, chilling feeling and heartbeats went totally too fast for me to calm down. We dragged a lot of time before mustering up our courage, b'cause at night, backstage was VERY dark, and there was stories that backstage was a hot-spot for xxxxx. Then we decided to drag time and wait for next pair, but J.B. told us that if he didn see us went in, the next pair cannot continue... No choice! We opened the door and thought i will saw people booming out... But only a broom hanging at the door! So frightening! The route of backstage would walk past female washroom... The sight of the place makes me feel more scare, but actually there was nothing. End of route was cupboard and messy things, i thought people would boom out from there, and i was so spot-on... [XD, before opening the door, i heard scouts shouted inside and sounds like pails falling and banging of door] No time to stop me from think, only the boys and the shouts stop... 2scouts jumped out the cupboard make me scare till almost heart attack... Although the door banged me so pain, but at that moment, i could only feel the fear. My heart was shaken, wanna stop. T_T Out of backstage, there was a table at the hall, with paper directing to male washroom near D&T! OMGod, there were stories that there was hot-spot too! That time, b'cause of the backstage, i was crying and going crazy. The whole hall only had a small door opened, there might be another fear... Pei Sin encouraged me to carry on, and we went to the door, immediately, 2people again jumped and shout. Under 'crazy' condition, i COULDN'T continue anymore, give up was the only choice. That moment, i couldn't hear any encouraging words, only my heart and mind telling me to give up. At that time, whenever i heard the shouts, i would squat down and shout, covering my ears and cry. I know it it stupid to do that, but that time i was too frightening, it is my instinct directing me to do that whenever i heard shouts. I was going crazy at that moment, when i went to finishing point, flashback of backstage keep appearing at my mind. Zzz, J.B. escorted Pei Sin and me to finishing point and gave 3 ''bangles'' XD. Then the most ridiculous thing i heard was, THE xxxxx STORIES WERE NOT TRUE, WAS JUST CREATING ATMOSPHERE! Rubbish! Atmosphere, yea, just to scare people! I was so angry, feel like bashing up everyone! Being cheated was the worst feeling. After the walk, everytime i walked past washroom, i need company, i dun dare going in alone, i scare backstage and door... Even at night i also recalled about the walk, i dun dare to wake up at night, i having the same nightmare everyday... Same place, same shout, and the dreams were so REALISTIC... It is ''nightmare before christmas''. Hereby, wish everyone Merry Xmas, and thanks Pei Sin encouraging... I admitted that i was too TIMID.

craps

2006-11-28T21:56:00.000+08:00

...Still crapping here again, really nothing to do leh! My ASSASIN finally LVL36 le, if not i will train until mad. Everyday play also will sian de... So now crapping, keke. Just now thought of changing my blogskin, but, the blogskin that i wanna change to is light in color. It will clash with my previous posts, b'cause in order to complement my past few blogskins(which is also black in color), i change the font color of my posts to light colors, if i sudden change my blogskin, it clash and i will have to redo all over again. Such a hassle, then rather dun want to change... Poor friends must been seeing this for weeks...b'cause i decided not to change. I have also removed the tagboard, b'cause i found some people flooding it incorrectly... Sorry, but...nothing...

Add me in MapleStory or find me...

Cassiopeia

gEntriC0

Me feeling boring in MapleStory, need your help to train me!

...

2006-11-22T10:46:00.000+08:00

MapleStory is under a server check and AuditionSEA i am lagging... Feeling bored right now, dunno what to do... Just crapping here... Wahahaha =)

Quiz 1

2006-11-12T16:44:00.000+08:00

Been tagged by two people for quizzes... Haha, guess no time to do bah? Now, it's raining and AuditionSEA is like lagging terribly or computer hang. Guess the only way to spent my boring time away is just to complete quiz. Let's complete PeiSin's one bah, short and sweet... Dunno who started a quiz and tag to SawYi, the quiz is too long...next time bah? o_O? Keke... Here i go!

.I.n the past 24hours...

CRY: er, yes...er, nono...dunno lah

(not answering... too paiseh le!)

Worn jeans: got wear pants!

(out of question mah?)

Met someone: of course!

(the world is full of people)

Done laundry: *shock*

(what you said? i never done laundry before!)

Went hungry: you think leh?

(just ate french fries...)

Talk on phone: no

(lazy to pick up phone)

Said "Sarang Hae Yo": i dun speak Korean often

(is "i love you" bah?)

.D.o you believe in...

Yourself: me?

(i always believe my heart...)

Friends: so-so

(*shh* later friends see)

Tooth Fairy: ok lah

(if only teeth will grow again once drop)

Destiny/Fate/Ghost: yar...but not ghost!

(Everyone's destiny is fated! People and people meet each other because of fate)

UFO: YES!

(if people dun investigate about them)

.F.riends and life...

Wish for another name: Thought before...

(*imagine...*)

Like anyone: yar, i like everyone...

(depends on the degree lor~u is -100, keke)

Which friends act most like you: no one

(everyone is special de...how to act?)

When you cried the most, who was there: of course is me...

(and my heart, body, tears, eyes, sounds etc lor)

What's the worst feeling in the world: Being separated from loved ones

(when you were small, and you are separate from parents, will you cry?)

Time now: *refuse to answer*

(see the clock yourself lah)

.W.hich is better...

Chocolate or vanilla: which chocolate? dark chocolate?

(rubbish...nonsense...)

Coke or Pepsi: Sprite!

(i love Sprite the most!)

Love or lust: love

(b'cause i got all the love i need)

Love MAC or KFC: none

(vegetarian lah! toot)

Single or dating: both

(single but dating with my laptop daily)

Adidas or Nike: Nike of course!

(i wore Nike clothes...)

Liptop tea or Nestea: None!

(i hate to drink tea except green tea)

Cappucino or Coffee: Espresso!

(coffee stained teeth, cappucino arh? maybe...)

.D.o you...

Smoke: of course no!

(i won't do something which harms my body)

Shower: YES!

(and...daily!)

Have a crush: love or crush thing?

(both also have =P)

Think you have been in love: not me!

(only tooty people...)

Like school: no...

(not only school, i also hate homework!)

Want to get married: er...maybe?

(when fate comes knocking...)

Believe yourself: ehh, seems familiar...

(scroll up lah, lazy to answer)

Think you are health freak: sometimes...

(do i look like a freako?)

.I.n the past month...

Drank alcohol: you think leh?

(i am a ''guai kia'')

Been to the mall: yeps...daily

(everyday visits the AuditionSEA shopping mall)

Been on stage: yar...daily too

(everyday dance on AuditionSEA stage arena)

Eat Sushi: yar...

(dreamed of it and drooled...)

Been dumped: *angry*

(do i look like a rubbish?)

Gone skating: *surprise*

(i look so wealthy?)

Dyed your hair: no...

(it always in black condition de...)

.H.ave you ever...

Played stripping game: of course...NO!

(i will ''kong out'' people if they played)

Change who you will fit in: what?

(dun understand the question...NEXT!)

Hoping to get married: you crazy?

(i am still 13 years old...think until so far)

Last of all...

7 people who you would like them to do this quiz: whoever sees/reads this and you think it is interesting...go ahead and do bah! You see...i so guai, won't force people one de...

Wow! Finish the quiz liao...many questions i got out of point...Yea...and rephrasing the questions myself. No posting, no logic, so, no PYrologic for this post...

*Above blog has no offence to anyone, answer were answered purely by `0wner.

Happy Birthday!

2006-11-04T21:45:00.000+08:00

Oh gosh! 1year older, haha =). Dunno how to write post again liao, feel like an eternity haven't write post. Yea, today is my birthday mah, at least must write something right? 1year older, 13 years old, not any little kiddo living in lala land, need parents to feed me milk anymore, nor any teachers with the letters 'abc' always on their mouth. Past the golden age, turning from children to teenager, somehow very uncomfortable. Many people passed 12, some haven't. 12 the number, age, year seems so much comfortable than 13, feeling dread about going on 13, yet the day has come... It should be coming, it has to come, and it came. Recently no time to post, no, should be no feeling to post. Tired, after 10months of studying, i am tired... Relaxing is what i must do, is i am doing now... Life sucks, yet it is full of like excitement, happiness, misery, troubles, problems, and a kind of... wonder, isn't it? Problems and troubles keep came knocking on the door, one haven't been settled yet another came visiting. You might find it hard to resolve, difficult, maybe you wanna give up your journey because of it. But, have you think before, after you settled all the troubles and problems, won't you feel relieved? Like wow, i actually manage to do it! I can! Nowadays keep playing AuditionSEA, a kinda game needs your fingers to be flexible to press arrow keys, keep playing it and forgot the other game, MapleSEA. When i went back to it, i was like, oh gosh, long time haven't play, almost forgot about other people! My mood now, was like quite moody, my heart feels very heavy, like from the cliff drop to the valley... Exaggerating right? I know, but is what now i am feeling right now, can you imagine the blogger writing the post you are reading right now, is feeling cloudy, moody, currently listen to the classical musics of Beethoven(Sonata Moonlight). Haha, quite nice, not sleepy at all...Close your eyes and enjoy!^^ Now is the time to say the 7-letter word to you, 'good-bye'! The time to bid farewell has come, good-bye... Have a nice and sweet dream, may existing angels bless you in your dreamland, in fact your lala land ^^. And...happy birthday to the `0wner of this f0rest, the princess of this f0rest... Remember to visit this f0rest full of dreams again, have your dreams and imagination run wild here, cry, laugh, shout here, leave your sadness here and bring happiness out... `0wner will always welcome you.
PYrologic: Whenever you meet any troubles or problems, be patience and dun ever give up, b'cause they came knocking on door to visit you b'cause they trust and need you to help them settle... So, dun reject!
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned, names of games/songs were mentioned b'cause it causes no offence to anyone.

OhMyGod=OhMyGosh

2006-10-21T09:06:00.000+08:00

OMG! Finally the ranking of class and level has come out... Everyone waited for this moment, looking forward to this day, this moment. *Deng! Deng! Deng! Deng!* Some poeple might be happy, some will be disappointed. For me, i think is neither of them. Although my ranking is quite okay, and i just happy at first, but i eventually somehow felt that this ranking is so far from me (chinese words - 'yao bu ke ji'). To me, ranking, of course is an important thing, it has always been an important thing. However, somehow yesterday seems so far yet i reached, and i didn't feel happy at all. I believe the word 'ranking' is important to everyone, especially to those who has never experienced the word 'failure' before, to those who had been seen as top few. Someone told me that she does not care about ranking, as long as she is in the top 10. But, after the ranking come out, she wanted to strangle the person before her... Keke, i bet the person so 'kelian', must pity the person o! Somehow, somewhat, it feels odd writing this post with above sentences, it can't fully describe the feeling i am having now, but...but...it shows and tells us that the blogger is feeling low and down. Haha, nevertheless, finally the school term is coming to an end, just 1 more day and i am free from school! Yeah! But, will i be happy then?
PYrologic: Ranking = 'Face' (chinese words - 'mian zi')
*Above blog has no offence to anyone. No names is mentioned, but rankings will bear the names below...
Me: "Hey! Tell me what have you been waiting for?"
You: "Of course is the ranking lah! Quick leh!"
Me: "Opps, i forgot! Ok! Coming!"
You: "..."
Me: "Qi dai yi jiu de 'ranking' lai le!" (chinese sentence)
You: "..."

~Ranking/Positioning~

(The one you have been wanting to see)

First - LiFeng

(sure is her one de)

Second - Heang Gee

(people guess correct all the times)

Third - ...Me loh...

(black horse? o_O)

Fourth - Iris

(*clap clap clap*)

Fifth - Chyi Yin

(very clever one)

[Top 5 is released!]

Me: "Heehee, i tell you liao. Dun disturb me anymore!"

You: "What about the next 5?"

Me: "I... er... forgot lah!"

You: "Nvm, your memory has been poor."

Me: "Wait i remember liao then post again loh."

You: "Ok loh...Must remember hor!"

Me: "Ok, byebye!"

haixation

2006-10-19T17:41:00.000+08:00

Haix, nowadays so boring... My life getting more dull and dull, dull until cannot add somemore dull liao... At first, the 'after exams' phrase gave me an impression of happy? Relief? NO! Neither these i could feel it! I only can sense too happy and too relief, that classmates were playing somethings that they shouldn't play, in fact not allow to play at all. Shh! Don't say out arh, if not i DEAD! Keke, no so serious okay! Everytime whenever i post a entry, i get a feeling that i am talking to myself, entertaining myself... Others post about what they do or something funny which happens in daily life, whereas i am like "summarizing whole situation" and adding my "exaggerating feelings". You may think i am crazy, but i clarify, it is NOT! Whatever words, phrases and in fact sentences come into my mind, i just type that out. I don't really like to post and write out people's names, maybe to some people is considered offence? Hence, whenever i want to write someone's name, i usually use it in form of happy things? God nerve disease? ('shen jing bing' - mental disorder, heard before?) Suddenly feel that days had passed real fast, in an blink of eye... I still can remember the first day reporting to school with my dear mummy and the feeling of anxiety and looking forward to my Secondary 1 form teacher and classroom. I didn't regret about any teachers, b'cause 'till today, i realized how lucky i was to have all teachers who are so kind...good teachers. You might say i am bragging or just hoaxing people, but i REALLY did realized... Sometimes people living in happiness will tend to take all the things for granted, until when the things is going to be lost or lost already then they will find it all too late to regret it. Chinese proverb ('shen zai fu zhong bu zhi fu' - one living in happiness didn't know that). It is a bit late if you lost something... Gtg, byebye! Haix, my poor life ('ke lian de shen huo' - poor life) Short enough mah? I think very short liao leh, i try my best best best effort to shorten it liao... T_T Suddenly thought of changing my blogskin, what you think? Any opinion? B'cause i think that my blog is too bright and colorful, very hurt eyes one. Dunno? Very waste time...See "second"'s best friend (See first loh)...
PYrologic: The only thing your hand can grab is 'Happiness', grab and treasure it before you are going to lose it. Once lose, it is hard or never can be found back. ('shou neng zhua de jiu shi xing fu, yi dan shi qu, jiu fei chang nan huo zai ye zhao bu hui le' chinese one de, know mah? I bet you know de lah hor...)
*Above blog has no offence or sarcastic remarks to anyone. No names were mentioned.

rEsuLt dAy

2006-10-13T15:43:00.000+08:00

Keke, today is the results knowing day for everyone and graduation day for Secondary 4. The mood is tense... We celebrate Yi Bin's, Hwee Hien's, Cheryl's birthday. Today is such a joyous day! We bought cake and presents, Hwee Hien must have received quite a number of earrings for birthday, b'cause we all have given her accessories to for her liking. She tried almost every pair of earring, and Pei Sin said she was like going on an earring show and opening a store selling earrings... Keke! Today got back three papers, D&T, History and Mathematics. For me, all are so-so except for History. I did real bad for History, so sadd... T_T As for Mathematics, everyone was like wanted to know my marks, i didn say it out, not b'cause very high, to your disappointment, it was LOW! Sooooo sadd! Haix, but quite contented with that KIND of mark... We also got back English, but only just for the functioning writing only. Also very very lan... soooo sadd! Recently i have nothing to talk or post about, so sorry for that. Maybe 1 more news for you bah, pity you lor, you are so 'kelian'. Hmm, tomorrow a bunch or a group (you can say, anything~) of students (be specifix a bit, is girls), is going out to celebrate a string (in Chinese is called 'yi lian chuan') of upcoming birthday. We are going to somewhere near Jurong East...*place unknown* (you guess lor...BUT! correct no present, bleh~). That's all, i am going to post the top few people in subjects in my blog. Congratulations! Gtg, byebye! Anything wrong with the marks must tell me hor!
PYrologics: Be happy with your results! A1 - Happy and keep it up! Fail - Nvm, work harder next time, failure is the mother of success ('shi bai shi cheng gong zhi mu', heard before?)

*Above blog has no offence to anyone, anybody. Names arranged in alphabetical order, otherwise, marks. Be proud that you are up in my post! Ya...

[H][A][P][P][Y]

[B][I][R][T][H][D][A][Y]

[T][O] [H][W][E][E] [H][I][E][N][!]

* D&T * [can't remember]

Hua Zhen - 93/100

Xin Mei - 91/100

Si Ying - 85/100

* History * [forgot]

Saw Yi - 87/100

Iris - 86/100

(80+ can't remember)

Ying Ying - 78/100

Hwee Hien 78/100

* Mathematics * [wah seh]

Iris - 95/100

Li Feng - 91/100

(forgot)

* Functional Compo. * [so pro leh]

Hua Zhen - 21/30

Yi Bin - 20/30

Pei Sin - 20/30

Geena - 20/30

(er... i f...or...g...ot)

--Sorry, memory poor, many mistakes in names or marks, pardon me! BUT! My memory so good liao, you see, i can remember quite a lot of names and marks leh! Should praise me ok!--

Sorry if i miss you out, must tell me leh, if not very malu... Be happy you are up in my 'notice-board'! =)

exams...finally...OVER!

2006-10-12T09:48:00.000+08:00

Keke, the exams are finally...OVER! Yeah! I bet you are feeling happy right now, aren't you? Think everyone is enjoying their 'holidays' after exams. So long never post already, recently feeling bad, is a 'no mood' state. Then what is the 'no mood' leh? Vex, troubled, sad and angry bah? So sadd, recently got really quite a number of people complain my post are too long and will hurt people eyes if they read them... I didn't ask you all to read mah! Told you dun read liao! B'cause partially is i am being too lazy and posting events happened in a few days at once. Haix, yesterday is the last paper for this year and i didn't give out all my efforts to do! Though the results hadn't come out yet, but i must say i really did badly for this time round. The paper was really a give-away liao, yet i am so stupid...Hope teacher marking is lenient! The main subjects papers i did badly liao, i had been telling myself to do well in this paper to pull up my marks, yet... I told myself, do well in this paper and pull yourself up, dun let your efforts and parents down, you have been waiting for this moment, you have been studying for 1 year just for this! Nvm, dun think about these sad things, throw all the sad things out your mind! Right now i am listening to 'Perhaps Love' from 'Princess Hour', which is also called 'Goong OST'... The song is damn nice, the show is also damn nice! It is a MUST watch show! Although i had watched it earlier on youtube.com, yet i am watching over again at Channel U b'cause it is really nice! I had tried my best to shorten liao, is it short enough? I have changed the number of post to show at my blog from 20 to 1 liao leh! Such a huge diffrence! Gtg, byebye!
PYrologic: Put all the unhappy things behind and move forward.
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, anyplace, names of show/song, has been quoted. If the same, purely coincidence.

Remember to watch 'Princess Hour' at Channel U, Monday to Friday 7pm!

woooosh...

2006-09-29T14:47:00.000+08:00

Hahaha, my English E.Y.E went on fine... During the exam, i felt as if like i had improved a lot since last year. Wanna know the secret? However, i cannot ensure that this formula works on you too... Erhem, maybe works? *PY denied vehemently* Erm, if you practise with someone you like, maybe you can memorise or learn faster. Like i practise with my dardar (my own blog; last post), it feels like...English? No problem!...that kind of feeling loh. I pick some "chim" words from the composition book and Internet of course, can't do without Internet... but (Internet facturing true? Provenance of the site?), haha, today History exam and i still remember?!? Strange kid... I only pick some phrases which i think i can memorise (of course, you know yourself more than anyone does), then clear your mind from chocolates, tibits, rubbish etc arh, and spend some time memorising. Such an intelligent kid of me (jkjk, impossible to suan myself in my blog mah), i can say that the exams so far so good loh...(now i am still worrying)... It is really impossible to suan yourself in your own blog mah, right? You do agree with me right, dun you? If you say yourself until so bad, the people who read your blog will also feel sad de right? Haha, anyway... no people reading my dull blog T_T Moreover, if you say until so bad, people will think the same too, it will affect their view or opinions of your blog de... So... i of course not so stupid loh, haha (jkjk one lah). People sometimes must be thick-skinned too, if not everyone thin-skinned then the plastic surgery no money to earn de (jkjk). Okay, let's go back to the 'real' topic, today i have my Chinese composition test and History test. Chinese so-so bah, but History is in a real worse state. I memorised until so hard, then it came out the things i overlooked, can you feel what i am feeling now? Vexed, angry, furious... Ehh, aren't they all the same? Heck care, i am real angry, just like a volcano which is going to erupt anytime. Sometimes, i felt abnormal, people like this, i like that; people do this, i do that. Am i really weird and abnormal? What do you think leh? Wei wei wei, dun misunderstood arh! Weird i think is something you do or think is unusual, abnormal i think is physically or mental got problem... Dunno? You think leh? Looks like i am talking to the wall or to myself? Help! I got mental problem! Jkjk de arh, and choy choy choy somemore loh. My mum will be leaving to visit grandma, only be back at sunday... I will miss you, mum! Muacks! I really hope that my English can get at least an 'A', b'cause i never get 'A' before in my end-year. My angel [shou hu tian shi], please bless my little, little, very little, really very little wish bah! By the way, i still got one secret hadn't let you all know, i am actually...haix, should i say? No, later you all laugh...but i really want to say... Aiya, i am superstitious! Opps! I believe in feng shui, especially horoscope b'cause to me lah, astronomy is really quite accurate, so i hope Cupid Angel will give me a kiss! And you know my angel who grown up with me, got a name too... She is called 'Gentrico', nice name right? Haha, b'cause i clever mah (jkjk)... Got to go... Byebye!
PYrologics: Astronomy is quite accurate sometimes... believe or not, up to you
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned.

the following day...

2006-09-27T18:46:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is the End-Year-Exams, which is also called the E.Y.E... Haha, am i crazy? The following day is the final exams liao and i still posting... Nvm, dun care 'bout what others said is important. Just a short short message... Wish me good luck, hahaha, am i thick-skinned? YES! I am! Hahahaha, PY gogogo! Today had great things happening, someone accidently blurted something greater than heaven out and when i questioned her, she kinda wanna cry. When i realised that i made her cried, i cried before she cried... After that and i thought, what the heck, what a stupid fool i am, nothing to cry for! Nvm, tears dried already liao... The third party (another person not including in this accident) came and consoled, shot me a quizzical look, as if like she was telling me, what? Why you cry? You always cry de... I was so shocked, i opened my mouth and swallowed my words back. Okay, she wanted to know the SE-CR-ET. I made a pact with her, (this applies to everyone also), if you want to know what happened, you need to shed at least a teardrop, erm then, what if you want to know more? Then shed more loh... So easy! ...and L-A-M-E... Haha, a pact with you all and myself. Dun you think i am squeezing "chim" (profound) words into my post? Haha, as i told you, tomorrow which is the following day is E.Y.E, and it is English! Help! Who is going to be my saviour? I need to get in to the top 10 rank in order to help my Group 20! But, do you think i can? I am very unsure, and...and...and...please dun anyhow consoled me by reassuring me. I tell you, it is NO USE AT ALL. Haha, suddenly become so fierce? Got to go~~ Dinner... Do you echoed with my thoughts too?
PYrologics: Dun give yourself too much stress, but sometimes a little stress is enough.
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned.

~Wish Poh Yin.K good luck for E.Y.E~

Hi...

2006-09-26T19:00:00.000+08:00

Hahaha, okay... so long haven't post liao. Erm, let me think arh, what happened? *holding pen against the left coner of my forehead, b'cause i left-handed mah* Erhem, suddenly i look at the second sentence, i felt that i was like doing recounts more than blogging, keep recalling what happened. Firstly is my Chinese 'YanJiang', if you are my 1A classmate, you should know arh. I was so malu, i couldn't memorise all the points, like teacher said, i can't continue without the script... Haix... my mind was black out that time, PeiSin told me that i was moving in a slow motion, aiya, which is showing the class i was nervous then that kind of moves, you know? Oh ya hor! Another big big big thing! It was Amy's birthday on friday! Happy belated birthday Amy! You're one year bigger than me liao... Keke, on her birthday i was almost over-slept, i went to school more late than my normal day and we were on the same bus. I didn't even know that, b'cause i was like sotong lah, didn't see. After that which was almost reaching the school, she caught up with me and talked to me then i realised, omg...i didn't see her at all, shall i say sorry, happy birthday, but later if there was any surprise and if i said it then, will i spoil the mood? I was like, okay, walk fast and don't talk. Such joyeous day and PeiSin was flying over the moon b'cause it was her sis's birthday. Haha, my 'jiejie's birthday over long long ago liao. Thirdly, on saturday, i played badminton with PeiSin, only we two only. Not fair de loh, supposed to be over 5,6 people, then one sick, one cannot, others don't feel like coming. Okay lah, suppose badminton day should be exercise more, then we played just a while then very, very thirsty and went to buy drinks. We sat there talked and talked for a long time, until we felt very embarrassed, b'cause we only buy drinks and sat there for quite a long time. Haha, of course we were not so thick-skinned lah, we went to nearby playground and sat there continued to talk. Talk and talk, time flew and seems like going to rain. We changed our chit-chat place to a shelter place and continued a long time. You must be thinking, wow, can talk so long de arh, won't you two feel thirsty? Yes! We were and we went to PeiSin's house and drank some drinks. Poor me, i drank PLAIN water, she drank red + green bean soup. Sob T_T Then we went into her bedroom, on the computer and go in and out of maple, visit various blogs, see her chatting with her friends on MSN. That's all and that's it. Haix, dull life and boring stuff was my daily routine. Hahaha... Okay, i had my Chinese Oral yesterday, when i met the testor, i was kinda shock. Argh, this teacher looked kind of fierce, not really lah, strict described best. However, we can't just judge someone by his/her appearance right? My efforts went down the drain, i had prepared for the conversation and none of them came out. Luckily the information i prepared had something related to the topic, if not... Haha, believe in me, i still can continue it, when i heard the topic, i was like, omg...this is not the topics given on the paper?!? Nah, being such an intelligent student like me (haha, jkjk), i can cope! That's all and... Recently i got news of our class blog... Okay, it is really cool! I like that! A blog of our class, our united, harmonious class... Go visit if you are a classmate of us, if you aren't, also nvm de, go see see also can... Hahaha, thats all for today... B-Y-E-B-Y-E
PYrologics: You can't just judge a person by his/her appearance.
*Above blog and no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned except for the birthday girl (Amy) and my badminton friend (PeiSin).

[ H ] A P P Y [ B ] E L A T E D

[ B ] I R T H D A Y

[ T ] O [ A ] M Y !!!

haix

2006-09-22T18:04:00.000+08:00

Hi, its me...I am the dream-f0rest blog reporter today. 15/9 of 2006, it was one of my best friends' birthday. Guess who she was? A big big big person indeeed! Nonono, dun be mistaken arh, she is not fat okay! Let me beat around the bush...go into the advertisement now, be right back! ~1 minute past...2 minutes past...3 minutes past... 1/2 hour past... 1 hour past...~ Wow, i am back! I am finally back! Keke, ok lah, it was PeiSin's Birthday, so V.I.P, we sang many birthday songs to her, even the WHOLE CLASS sang to her! Wow, that's great and fantastic wor! We even went out to celebrate, we went to "visit" shops, played arcade, ate fast food and ice-cream leh on 16/9! Which is also the following day... Seems like taitai, don't we? Hahahaha, arcade was so much of a fun, the 3-pluck play, car-racing... Seems like we only paid money to these machines right... 3-pluck play is a kind of dangerous game, very hurting, is something similar to billard but we used something like round round one to knock the pluck. When the pluck hit right on your hand without any notice/messages, it can be hurting too! Erm...car-racing arh, i forgotten the name liao, just driving/racing cars. Iris played with me and she won at most of the times. Pro. leh, i think she must be feeling very very honoured to play with me...keke b'cause i lost almost everytime. That day was so much of a fun, and exhaustion ended that day. Hereby, *cough* "Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to PeiSin, happy birthday to...you" woah! Hahaha, L-A-M-E bah? Oh well, that's more like me! Hahaha, exams coming, brain cells dieing, teachers marking, red-mark crossing, red pen dieing, bookshops earning, parents nagging, my heart pumping, own mind thinking, you are worrying, sweet dreams coming, report getting, 'A's coming, PY topping! Woah! *Clap Clap Clap* Okay, let me explain, exams are coming and i will have many brain cells going to die, and teachers marking papers are putting crosses and waste ink, therefore need to buy from bookshops and it is earning from teachers, parents cares and nag at us, afraid of exams make oneself's heart pumps and mind thinks how to get better grades, before exams you might be worrying but hope you having sweet dreams, get back report book with many 'A's, and the top 10 shall be PY! Woah! Cheers leh! Kekeke, dun think i very think-skinned arh, just encouraging myself. =)
PYrologics: Revise well, study well, eat well, sleep well and will do your exams well!
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned, except PeiSin being birthday girl and Iris's winnings!
People with us along - Amy, PeiSin, SawYi, Geena, Iris, Me, HweeHien, Jasmine, ShiRui (outing)

My 'fcuk' dayyy

2006-09-15T19:36:00.000+08:00

Wah, me so suay plus unlucky nowadays. However, today is PeiSin's birthday, so joyeous, everybody sang a birthday song to her. She received two soft toys today, seems so happy. As long as she is happy, i will be happy, as long as everyone around me is happy, i will be happy. =) Keke, i want to contract some happiness disease from everyone around me, contract some happiness which i dun have, contract some happiness which never belongs to me before, contract some happiness which i never touch or hug before, contract... Haix, even everyone is happy, i also have a 1% chance of not cheering up, happy is happy, cheerful is cheerful, to many people, happy = cheerful, but for me, happy isn't equal to or same as cheerful at all. In my heart, in my heart's dictionary, you can see whether one is cheerful by action, but for happy, you can see whether one has happiness by his/her facial expressions. I dunno whether this is right or wrong, or maybe even no specific answer to it at all. To me, what hands can catch, can get hold of is happiness (happiness lies in our hands), you must treasure the happiness and cannot take it for granted, once you lost the happiness on your journey, it may be hard or never to find it again... People always take things, relationships, families, or friends for granted (not everybody lah, of course), they only how to regret or treasure them only after once they lose them or almost going to lose them. Counting from today, 13days to End-Year-Exams, maybe next time i blog is my results? Dunno, i am not posting recently, doesn't feel like posting, sian sian sian, you know how to spell sian mah? S-I-A-N Haix, tomorrow going out to somewhere with my friends, should be eating ice-cream bah...Keke, going to take height and weight soon and i am eating high calories things nowadays. Ok lah, got to go, my mood today is 15% happy, 80% frustrated and 5% sad. Dunno why i am feeling like this, just no answer to it, dunno my heart. I am feeling bad, lonely with no friends. I am a orphan (with parents lah, but with no love, only parental's love)... I am a loner... I am a follower... Following my heart, to wherever it goes... I hope i can just be a winner...
PYrologics: Grab hold your happiness tightly before you lose them, happiness might be hard or never can be found again once you lost it.
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned, no sarcastic remarks, if anything above is found unpleasant to you, please comment on my tagboard and here, i wish to apologise for unpleasant words above.

[ H ] A P P Y [ B ] I R T H D A Y

[ T ] O [ P ] E I S I N !!!

Aiya...

2006-09-13T17:10:00.000+08:00

Aiya...Schools reopen liao, while i was so s0tong + blur! I had forgotten bringing things again, again and again, sadsad T_T. Ok lah, nothing to say, i post since i blogged at here, i blogged since i post, keke got confused at my own words ya? Hmm, award some prizes to some people... * Drum roll * First is a good reader, who reads my post while the others didn't...is Geena JieJie! Dun be sad arh, although you are not awarded a prize, but thanks for reading my post if you did! =) Second is PeiSin, for being so cheerful cheering me today. =) Keke, third is for all readers who read my posts/entries... If you have read my post, really thanks for reading, b'cause i thought my post were all dull and boring, just posting for fun ya. I like typing a lot, i can skip lunch, skip MapleStory, skip online-games, skip anything but not typing. You might thought i crazy, typing fun meh? Haha, dunno? I just like my keypad, keyboard and my laptop. Erm, maybe i belong a little to technical blablabla than studies, physical education, arts, music etc. If i have found something new on internet one day, that will really brighten up my day! I can type without opening my eyes, but something will miss XD Keke, now typing this post...i can feel that this post is the worse post ever from my previous or past posts. Hmm...today my stomach very not co-operative with me, make me so pain. T_T Er...i...gtg, keke my shortest post bah? Huh? I won't stay de lah, byes!
Pyrologics: Be happy everyday, try to put a smile on your face!
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned except for the person getting awards, they are so SPECIAL to me.

Eeeeeer...tmr gonna be a worst day ever...

2006-09-10T17:00:00.000+08:00

Eeeeer...tomorrow gonna be a worst day for me ever... You know, i know, everyone knows that i very sotong mah, always forgetting to bring things or do homework... I dun want, i dun want to go school tomorrow! I stay at home, er...i woke late, cannot, my dad sure pull me out, what shall i do? Pretend to go school but actually not? Fake sick or just purposely hurt myself? Aiya, no methods can get me out of teachers' hands, not fair lor, teachers control us while we are just being controlled by teachers. Haix, that's the way to be, life cycle mah. I felt boring for keep posting and posting like an idiot, i realised that many people kept asking other people to tag on their tagboard on their blog, and the "people" only came and tagged, "hi, nice blog and song, keep it up wor" and that's all, say byebye to the blog and press 'X' at the top right corner of the window browser. Not even reading the first line of the post or entries you called that! Why should the person post so much when their friends not even reading at all and just tagged "hi, nice blog and song", and byebye. And do you know why i know that? Keke, because i am the "hi, nice blog and song" person, so i am trying to read others' entries nowadays. I had not been posting quite a long time ya. Recently nothing happy but sad sad sad and sad things happening. Firstly maybe is the homework i had received and been ordered to do haven't finish yet and i am actually now posting?!? You might think that i am no time management person, lazy person, stupid person and bla bla bla...Ya, i admit lah, lazy, stupid, no time person is me, i hate being controlled by time, i never fail to do homework in the first place. Secondly maybe a boy who had just recovered from Leukemia had die last week due to a car accident. After the accident, he had stayed in hospital for a few days and death had taken him away last week from Fuhua family. The most atrocious thing maybe is that the driver hit-and-run after the accident, where did his conscience go? Where did his responsibility go? The boy was so pitiful, just recovered from his long-term illness and returned back to Fuhua just one month, his wishes weren't fulfill yet, he hadn't see the video on him, whether he handsome mah, tall mah...he hadn't do many...many... many...things yet... Never mind, maybe God didn't want him to suffer anymore, may you rest in peace... T_T Sob, when i heard this news, i could not believe, i hoped, i hoped for it is not him, i hoped he could be happy to live the fullest of his live... No one can predict what is going to happen next, so just live your life happy. Whether u happy or sad, also live to past a day, so why don't just live your days happily? Okay lah, stop here, it was really inappropriate to say a person, many blogs i visited also post, we should at least give some respect... Haha, yesterday i helped my friend to defame a person 5 times for looting her pig head (MapleStory), haha, actually i can defame 7 times, but the other 2 chars i famed people before... Then she just said whoever bullied us had no good ending, haha, that's right! Dun ever bullied me in MapleStory arh! Got to go, next time i will post lesser, okay, i won't torturing your eyes for so long de... Believe me, i know your eyes hurts whenever you read my post. Thanks!
PYrologics: Live your life happily everyday to the fullest, no one can predict what's going to happen tomorrow. =)
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentioned, no sarcastic remarks.
*Important! Pay respect to the people - Steve Irwin and the boy(Inappropriate to say).*

My most frightening day ever...

2006-09-02T15:52:00.000+08:00

Woo phew! I give up! I really give up! I really really give up! I really have to admit that yesterday at theme park is my most frightening, horrible, terrible day ever! Most of the games, all sorts like very thrilling or kind of like spiking your adrenaline. Most of the games got my legs wobble, stomach almost to throw up, butterflies in my stomach, heart thumping heavily and fastly. Wa, i can come back home and post is such a lucky me! My friends, indeed kind of a bravious people bah... Dunno, but i just know that my Acrophobia, Altophobia or Aeroacrophobia is acting up again yesterday. Little did i expect, it acted up yesterday at the game called Pirate Ship, so painful for me. I was forcing myself, dun shout, dun look, dun think... Who would expect that my phobias acting up? When the "ship" swings down, my heart swings with the "ship" and i cannot force myself to overcome by phobia, and i was down there becoming weaker and weaker and shouting everytime once it swings down. The dunno whoever in front kept turning back and back, like never seen a person, or in fact a human shouting before arh! So the what lor, i hate his looks, his body gesture or whatever. Maybe he does not mean it, but the gesture he made, the facial expression he made, gave him a note of one more person hating him to the core. I was telling myself that it was not frightening, enjoy the scenery, it so "beautiful". However, i just cannot! I kept screaming and shouting at the top of my voice, now today my voice hoarse and almost gone... I knew and paid the price of going such places liao... T_T And, i think Haunted House is not a frightening game at all, but my right arm kind of injured slightly due to someone (inappropriate to say out) kept pushing me to bang the wall and wall corners. After that Pirate Ship, i dun dare to play high places game, like the water or the "ship", only to the pleasure of seeing other ppl playing games. However, i began to muster up my courage to the didn expect Flippers, it was so fun, because i saw my friends playing it was not frightening, and i bet my courage on it. I was so spot-on, it was fun and not frightening at all! I played a few times, and the "train" one, then before going off, i decided to try Pirate Ship again. This time i sat a 5 instead of 3, and it felt better, but still very frightening. I was telling myself, "the sky is so blue, so beautiful, really beautiful, really really beautiful, but without birds", "the tree is so nice, so beautiful, really beautiful, really really beautiful, but without fruits"...It starting to work fine at first, but i began to felt nervous inside and cannot bear it! I screamed although i was telling myself not to scream, i wanted to jump off the "ship" immediately but i couldn't. I was relieved when it starting to slow down, and i screamed lesser this time round. Improvements were seen, but fears were there, still. I sweared, never to sit 4, 3 and 2 next time, but i will still try out. I am going to praise some heroines, which is Amy, Pei Sin, Geena, Hui Fen, Iris and Si Ying. (Order by alphabetical arrangements of surnames, no favourtism). They were so brave! They played Pirate Ship again and again, never tired of it. Brave! Admitting lose...
PYrologics: Never try out high and thrilling games if you have Acrophobia, Aeroacrophobia or Altophobia! Life is important than money!
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no special or places names were mentioned except for heroines and the names of some games which were thrilling.

Eeeeeeeer...

2006-08-31T16:21:00.000+08:00

Wa, so tired to post arh... However, everytime you see my post, you must be grateful you know? I have been forcing myself, telling myself "must post today! must post today! so long haven't post liao!", forcing myself to post. Okay...recently nothing "great" happening, nothing "special" happening. However, me had been attacked by many "virus" nowadays. Firstly, i retake one of my test (cant say), then i was there hoping to get at least a C, in the end, you know what i got? I had gotten an E! Wa seh, huge difference indeed arh! Secondly, a sudden notice telling my class students to be usher to PTM, then i forgotten that i had lesson at other place. The teacher dun let me to go, but the usher had points, so in the end, the teacher said that whatever ushering offers us, she will offer us. So the what lor, i want be usher! I had never been before loh! Thirdly, from the place i had lesson, i went back home by bus lah, on the way to bus-stop and i caught a glimpse of a BLACK CAT, so "suay" loh. Being so unlucky nowadays, hehe i quarrel with my family, my friends (maybe) and my sister. It had always been like that, whenever i saw a cat in color of black, i never fail not to quarrel with my darlings around me. Haix...haha, i had been a Samaritan, in fact a Santa Claus leh! I have been going around, especially staff room to look for "children" (teachers) and give them presents. Hehe~ 365 days only have 1st September being a Santa Claus. The feeling is so GREAT! Cant describe how i feeling then... Just now, while i am trying to post, hehe my dear friend invites me to msn games on messenger, she is super-pro good at minesweeper loh, keep winning and winning. She so funny, keeps playing minesweeper, as other games i win a lot. Hehe~ Today i go back to my form school, the place did change... Many teachers who taught me before also had been transfered to other schools, so only one present i haven't really give out. Then, i only give the bear to my friend, as i haven't give her any birthday present yet. When i saw my teachers, i felt like a bit of crying. Teacher is too surprised to hear that i top English...cause my English used to be very poor. Hehe~ improved quite a lot over these few months. Here by, i wanna wish all the teachers whether you taught me before or not, HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!
PYrologics: Happy Teachers' Day is the only day for student to be Santa Claus!
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, anybody. No names were mentioned, no schools nor teachers.

Cross-country

2006-08-28T20:26:00.000+08:00

Ya? Erm? Hmm? Phew, cross-country run is FINALLY over! Yeah! Felt relieved mah? Felt my happiness mah? Actually quite okay lah, 2.4km, no big deal anyway... Just run one round getting fainting and vomiting here and there only... Today, there was a *cough* girl, (i won't reveal the girl's class or name, btw i dunno her also) who was actually running very fast at the starting, but ended up being last or last few... Therefore, i was actually down there thinking that whether "slow & steady win the race" was true or not. Nvm, never saw her before, not in my class of course...and...er, i was so happy today! I finally had a opportunity to add marks for my group- Inspiration, which the name was recommend, or you can say brought up by *tada* Pei Sin! Okay lah, that name was so-so loh, but actually quite profound! Today, okay lah, maybe my words too hurting bah? Today at the cross-country run, Pei Sin wanted to help our class to achieve good ranking, and ran fast for it. However, she was mistaken for her good intention for abandoning her friends. She was about to cry, tears were on the brink of rolling down, sad, i also felt sad for her. =( Nvm, she always the most cheerful among us, cheers up Pei Sin! Maybe she had accidently brought a knife today without knowing that and was accidently cut friendships and ties... Cheers Pei Sin, dun worry, even you abandon me, i also dun mind one~ You see, i so "great" wooh~ Wa, today so malu loh, forgot to bring my P.E T-shirt and even went to general office to borrow...even had a mysterious smell. I gotten 66th for my cross-country run, sob. Yo, thursday i am going back to my form school... and friday i am going to Escape Theme Park with my friends~ I cant wait for that day to come...
PYrologics: Slow and steady win the race!
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names or schools were mentioned and Pei Sin, just wanna tell you that you RAWKS!

Long post

2006-08-22T22:38:00.000+08:00

Hmm, i really haven't post for a long time liao... Anyway, no one is reading this long dull stupid passage, and full of singlish, grammar and tenses problems. Well, for about one to two months arh, what have i been doing actually? I also forgotten le, just sad, happy and angry things over and over again. Is it life cycle? Or "reincarnation"? Dunno, just let it be. Ok, let me recalled some significant thingy, i had short term memory, you see. O ya, i had cried in some lessons, and hated the cher. However, nvm lah, let it be~ And maybe i just broke with my "dar" in Maple just few days after his birthday. Haix... Life is DULL and BORING! It really SUCKS! By the way, let me explain, the word "suck" and "fuck", are not really bad words, they are just words describing someone hatred, anger, fury, vexed, irritate etc. Hey, dun be too narrow-minded arh, sometimes also must take a U-turn of your feelings. Make a U-turn of anger is peacefulness, make a U-turn of sad is happyness. Maybe or maybe not? Dun believe it anyway, that just my PYrologics. Hmm, we had just finished our exams, and i gotten real bad results. Imagine me having 43 for a subject, but ended up deducting half-mark, so hurting! Ouch, my heart shattered! But, quite ok lah, at least the papers that i gotten back is at least and A? Haha, dunno~ The only subject that couldn't let my mind off is Eng and LIT bah. I wanna go sleep now... *yawn* Our school got a few upcoming events. E.g Chers' day, acers day (dunno how to spell), NAPFA and cross-country run. All something related or inter-related with physical things, so sian... Even i can top everyone, every person, i just cant top in P.E, i can 100% guarrantee. Gtg, choose another ''red day" and blog bah? Buaii~ Haha, by the way i starting PYrologics from this post. =D
PYrologics: Sometimes making a U-turn in your life might do you good!
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, any person, any body, no names or school being mentioned.

My stupid life...

2006-07-05T17:06:00.000+08:00

Wa, after holidays was super malu leh... I forgotten to bring this, forgot to bring that, and even need to write reflection! This was the first time i wrote the reflection leh. Not only this, Chinese, Geography and Home Economics teachers change, i not very comfortable with this changes. No matter what, i must try to adapt mah... Haix! Nowdays, schooling is like school days after the exams, so free like real loh. English teacher going for competition, then we played Scrabble, what P.E teacher gone for Sec3 camp then A.E teacher dunno why didn come. Talk about Scrabble i very mad, my marks were so low, kept getting all letters or all vowels, how to play lah? Recently kept doing sewing, sewing the stars for our class competition for the NDP deco. I had pricked my fingers dunno how many times liao, soo PAIN!!! Never mind loh, help the class mah, and it was so fun too! Now no have anything to talk about, posting decreases, length of words highly decreases, so pardon me. Last D&T lesson, our teacher asked us to ''play'' with the tools there, use them, figure what purposes they serve. Actually D&T was also quite fun de, we doing the drilling, hammering, it was so fun and interesting yet dangerous! We were curiously trying out all the tools, except me, so timid, i dun dare to try out the dangerous things. Well... I am very sorry and regretful about this incident which took place today. Our English teacher was asking us to form our own group of 4 for the up-coming project and our gang have 5 ppl?!? So we were there deciding who to join and who to leave, although i have a little little bit of selfishness to stay, i also have thought of leaving too. Then, Ying Ying mustered up the courage to leave, i am very impressed, not everyone has the courage to do so! Sorry Ying Ying, you are really brave!
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mentions e.g. teachers' names, except Ying Ying, for you are really really brave, thank you and i admired you for your heroic actions.

No posting for so long, why?

2006-07-02T16:57:00.000+08:00

Haha, you might be wondering about this question and people have been asking this question... Why i didn post any entries during June holidays when it had so many days, hours, minutes, seconds and time for me to post and now i am posting two entries in a day. Well, the answer is just as simple as abc, i dun feel like posting, and that's all, the answer. I just have the feeling of not posting anything, not doing anything about words and expressing my feelings. I want to relax, RELAX myself and not forcing myself to do something i dun like at all, if i have a choice lah. Example like this loh, i dun feel like posting, and i will not post. I like to follow my heart, where it tells me to go... I am so ''malu'' nowadays, forgetting to bring this and that, writing reflection for the first time... However, that quite normal for me, clumsy and forgetful person. Almost every starting of school days after the holidays i will keep forgetting to bring things. So, it was quite normal lah. Then, in the morning, i woke up late, got up late, went out late, reach school late and i was not late for school! Phew! But, waste my money, i had to take 242 bus then take either 157 bus or 198 bus then could reach school. Haix... Even if 99 bus coming, but it was so full that no one can get up or the driver will not stop at the stop. We changed the sitting arrangement for our class, quite messy. We chose our friends and chose our tables and chairs arrangement. Groups and groups were too close, but no choice, for there was no space and if you wanna walk through, you must be slim... It was so squeezy! Then, we no have Geography for this and next term, and instead is History this round. Ahh! History is so boring, i hate History, must remember this, remember that... Cant imagine what kind of result will the one with poor memory will get... Then, we also change our time table, most lessons are double periods... Haix, see one teacher i hate for one period, i already suffered enough, and now two instead!!! I gonna die! Now, we have D&T for this and next term, D&T looks interesting while dangerous, looks fun but boring... Dunno what to say lah, our D&T teacher is our form teacher loh, but index21-39 is other teacher dunno what name. Being taught by our form teacher is it a good thing arh? Some people say he is strict for D&T, but others say he will be good to us as we are his form class... Dunno lah, but now i think D&T is a damn boring subject.
*Above blog has no offence, no names of teachers mention, ''boring'' was just a remark of my feeling on subjects, not any sarcastic remarks.

My my my JUNE HOLIDAYS

2006-07-02T11:41:00.000+08:00

Erm, my so called 'June holidays' is so-so loh. Holidays like a mountain like that, how can i enjoy?!? Well, i have to 'tou xiang', as this is the fate of a student, i must know, for i have that taste for dunno how many times. And by the way hor, i didn have paragraphing, can you all see clearly? Never mind, i dun think you all will read so many paragraphs. zzz In this holidays, i didn do much, just busy playing, doing homework, going out then erm, surfing internet. First time going out with friends in holidays, i think is to watch X-Men that time, with Cindy, Kai Xin, Wei Ting and Cindy's sister's friends. X-Men was so interesting to watch and quite touching. Then...after that time was, going out with ex-classmates to bowl and take neoprints. We took like two times of neoprints(i think) then we went to bowl. It was raining cats and dogs that day and we went to take neoprints first at Jurong Entertainment Centre. It was quite expensive, but never mind loh, for momento. Because i just recover from my illness mah, so i didn bowl that day. =( The people who went to bowl that day were, Cheryl, Jing Yi, Kai Xin, Clarice, Ling Yun and of course, me! That time, Jing Yi took photographs there, and asked the Uncle who took bowling shoes for us to take photographs for us. The most surprising thing was that he actually remember us! So surprise... The following outing was going out to watch the movie- Cars. We went to orchard there, we went to eat at KFC, then went to watch Cars and took neoprints again. Cars was an interesting cartoon movie and i learnt quite a lot from there. The details is too long to be said here, so next time if i have time then i post loh. This time, we took twice neoprints, with Cheryl, Jing Yi, Clarice, Ling Yun and of course me!!! Now, if you ask me out, probably of 99.99% i will reject, for i have no money now. =( My holidays juz went on and on like this each time...
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, names were arranged in Alphabetical order. No sarcastic remarks.

Holidaez was damn bored...

2006-05-31T16:15:00.000+08:00

Wa! Holidaez was damn bored, CCAs, homeworks, assignments and nothing else! I hatez this, busy with all this things and i had no time for my own things, leisure and other thingy. These things were like a rope, 'tieing' and 'holding' me back from my own things. I cant imagine what my so called 'holidaez' was. I hatez this, i hatez it when i feels this way, i hatez it when it turns out this way. I have a feeling of scared, nervous and 'no-time' like there is gonna to be no tomorrow. I am feeling super bored, even though with all these 'ropes tieing'. Ahhhhh! I was just a little pigeon in a cage and cant fly out. I NEED FREEDOM!!! I just cant stand-by and let other people to laugh at me when they walk past and see me in a cage, then dun help me and walk away. Grrrrr! Hard, my hunter level 30 today, so difficult to level up liao. Haix... *Sigh*, life is so boring... Keep doing the same thing over and over again, like there is no stop or an end to it... Help me out!!!
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mention for the one giving homeworks, no CCAs names were mention.

Wa, heng ah

2006-05-27T16:54:00.000+08:00

Wa, really really heng! Friday English lesson, at Library when teacher was talking, someone phoned me. Teacher was surprised to hear the phone ringing and my face turned pale when i heard that it was mine! I quickly searched for my phone and scolding myself stupid for not switching off the phone. I was surprised to see that the caller name was Kai Xin! Teacher asked whether she was there and asked me to call back and said that remember to switch off my phone next time and not turn it to silent mode. Luckily that teacher was kind and not strict, if not i 'die liao'. I called back, to my surprise, it was her mother answering! I quickly 'stop' the conversation and "Kai Xin" called back. I accidentally decline it and teacher asked me whether she got answer or not. I replied that it was her mother and teacher asked some classmates to go back to classroom and find her. Then when she came, she explained that she called me because she dunno where we were. Teacher said that our class's English standard was low, so-so. 1C and 1E were better. So sad!
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mention, teacher's name was not mention except Kai Xin, coz i really really sorry for not replying you when you called.

Continue...

2006-05-27T16:26:00.000+08:00

On bowling day, the bowling students had received and in fact is saw their report book first than the other classmates. Ah, i had gotten 5th in this class! I couldn't believe it! So high?!? My results were poor, i hadn't study for Geography, and i actually gotten this result?!? I was so surprised that time and i actually jumped! Other classmates were asking if i was the 2nd in class or less. I already sweared that i am not the 2nd, but they kept saying 2nd, 2nd, 2nd... My percentage was the same as the top student of 1B. I was only the 5th of the Secondary one. Okay what, 5th leh... *sob* Fifth?!? Why i cant get fourth? On Friday, i had H.E (Home Economics) lessons, teacher was asking us to write reflections, some kind of evaluation of the past H.E lessons on what have us observe and our feelings. Okay, just reflections, but she ordered us to write a reflection on a piece of foolscap paper without leaving lines for 2 whole pages. Two whole pages?!? I almost faint upon hearing this. I kept writing big-sized words, spaces between the words were big and wrote many nonsence down there. Teacher also gave us a lot of books, i had taken 6 books of Sweet Vally High as so far what i had read before, Sweet Valley was the most interesting love stories book of Elizabeth, Jessica, Todd, Bruce, Lila...I specially like S.V #120, #121, #122, cause it was very interesting.
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no names were mention for 1B top student, H.E teacher and ranking of other people.

Days combined together

2006-05-27T16:14:00.000+08:00

Wa, i have so long hadn't published my blog! Well, i had fell down on Thursday during P.E (Physical Education) while trying to catch a ball in a game of Captain's Ball. After school, I had bowling tournament at a bowling center and in fact is a recreation center near Bukit Batok. I had played very badly for my 2nd, 3rd and 4th round of bowling. At first, i thought i can play like average, but i had actually below my epectations, below my average. However, is just a 'never mind', as it was just a game only, not a 'life and death' game. 1A had played the bowling so slow that the others had finished their game while we were still slowly playing... After the game, when we were about to leave, we had lost our way out! Luckily a student's parents had came and supported him and they knew the way out, they brought us out to the Bukit Batok MRT Station. However, Iris, Wei Ting and Cheryl had gone back home by bus themselves and not with us. Only Pei Sin, Geena, Kai Xin and me went back to Jurong Point by bus.
*Above blog has no offence to anyone, no favourtism is shown-Names arrangement is by Index Number.

A most inspired day

2006-05-24T22:05:00.000+08:00

Today, there was no lessons for Secondary 1, but we still need to go to school. We had a seminar near Bukit Merah at Touch Community. The seminar was on anti-drugs and it took many hours. Students who attended this seminar not only our school, and also other schools-Hua Yi Secondary School, Pioneer Secondary School and Yu Hua Secondary School. This seminar comprised of many interesting programmes, first was games, second was video-watching, third was explanation and education on values we should have. Firstly, the first game was on numbers, i had played before, it goes like that... It goes round and round, when it is the player's turn, he cannot say the number which has 7, or has any relationship indirectly to 7 e.g. 14, 21, which are multiples of 7, and must say 'pass' when they meet such thing. However, in this programme, we need to say 'green grass'. Hua Yi Secondary School representative won in the end walking away with a bar of chocolate. The second game was on quiz, when the questioner (M.C) asks a question, when the player know the answer to it, he/she must quickly run to the chair in the middle and sit on it before he/she can answer that question. Fuhua Secondary School representatives had won this round and walking away with 2 bars of chocolate. Secondly, it was a counsellor of Touch, he was Gienn. He told us about his whole life, from a young innocent child to a rebellious, naughty child, then to a hopeless drug addict. Although he had wasted so much years and been jailed before, he had changed for the better now and had been a role model for others. He also had showed us a video briefly on his life, his miracles, etc. Thirdly, the education programme educate us on what values should we have. The speaker had told us ten important points and i felt very important. At the end, we were given a goodie bag with cards, VCD called 'Green Grass' of Gienn's story inside. I felt that today was the most inspired day as i learnt many things from Gienn, although he had met with so many problems, he still determine to change for the better...

A day in Jurong Bird Park

2006-05-22T17:33:00.000+08:00

Today, 15 of our classmates including me went to Jurong Bird Park. It was a fun day, but I dun think I have so much fun there. We were given two pieces of worksheets and must complete it during our trip here and there. And the worksheets were not less! So, instead of being happy and going here and there, we were busying copy answers from the information board, friends and everyone were standing and crowding discussing answers. I copied from many people and they copied from me too. This was indirectly of 'Class Gathering'… We went to visit many places and animals. E.g. penguins, owls, macaw etc. When we were visiting the penguins place (forgot where it was called), a tourist pulled and like dragging me towards her daughter and wanted me to take photo with her daughter, and some of my classmates were being 'dragged' away by her. I could only faintly smile a little bit because of 'forced'. Then, one angry thing I wanted to share is, when tourists come to a specific country, specific attractions, most of them will probably take photo for memories right? And there was a tourist, wanted to take his daughter photo with the background of macaw, and there a few students actually went in front of him in search of their ‘important’ answers?!? I could see some anger in the tourist’s eyes, the students were extremely rude and not respectful. And, I am gonna to end this day with this sentence… I was exhausted, but I had a wonderful day today at Jurong Bird Park! And after that, we went back to school and reached about 1pm plus. During the time when we went for the trip, teachers gave many worksheets and we were luckily that we went out and no need to complete it. And, the most happiest thing today was that Pei Sin helped me to checked my Geography Paper thoroughly and helped me earned one more mark! Thanks to Pei Sin!!!
( Above blog has no offence to anyone, no name is mentioned in the above blog, except Pei Sin, i wanna thank you.)

A wonderful day

2006-05-21T10:35:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, it was a memorable and a wonderful day for me. Peisin, Geena, Kai Xin, Wei Ting and I went to Cathay bowl at Jurong East near IMM as we had bowling tournament next week. They bowl for two rounds while I, only one round because of the pain of my hands. After bowling, we went to arcade, and once again, i didn't play at all. Pei Sin and Geena also didn't play while Kai Xin and Wei Ting played like mad like that. However, due to the hunger in Pei Sin's and Geena's stomach, they went to IMM KFC to eat first while Kai Xin, Wei Ting and I stayed to play some more. After that, we went to KFC to meet them and they told us that the 4 contestants in SuperHosts were sitting at a corner of the KFC as well. Then, i told them that I want their autographs, and they actually told me to go and take from them bravely. I was so timid that I dun dare to go and they kept persuading me to go. After we ate finish, then Wei Ting the brave one was the first to go and ask for their permission to take phtographs with them. Then Kai Xin went and took Liang Yi's autograph. Finishing taking what we want, we went out and want to find Quan Yi Feng, Pei Sin's idol. However, we couldn't find her, she had gone! Then Wei Ting used her handphone to send the photos to Pei Sin and Geena using bluetooth. After that we went to find the artiste and Pei Sin and Geena suggested we took photos together as we hardly come out together. Then we took two times of photo-taking and in together there were 22 photos. It was difficult to split among as there were five of us. Then we decided that Kai Xin go back and cut and monday then we decide who take which photos. After that, we went back home separately. When Kai Xin and I reached her block void deck, she saw her father, then she immediately ran to the staircase and ran up the flight of stairs, luckily for her, she live at seventh floor. Although she was the first to reach, she met her father at the corrider. What will happen to her? Ask herself in personally. However, my conclusion is, yesterday was a wonderful day.

Sad...

2006-05-19T16:04:00.000+08:00

I am very very sad about my results when i got them. Today i have seen all my papers, seen all my foolish mistakes, seen my future in my papers as well too. My marks were so low and poor, i am really really disappointed about them. However, what done cannot be undone, i felt a hurt in my heart, it has shattered into many many pieces, in my memory, i cannot remember how many pieces are there, i cant even find them back. My heart has dropped from heaven straight to the hell, it no longer like the past, no longer is the true heart anymore. I dunno what my future is, but now i think i know...

Gonna end my short holidays...

2006-05-17T18:28:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! The holidays are only two days only, now gonna go back to school again?!? I haven't rest finished yet! I dun wanna go back, please... I am very scare of my poor results, i am scare of the teachers' faces, i am scare the lies i told, i am scare of the numbers in my report book. I am really really scare, but who knows?

I need an advice, i need help, i need support and i need luck. However, where am i gonna find these keys to success? Can anyone tell me? Can anyone help me? Can anyone SAVE me? I can definitely say 'NO ONE'. No one understands me, never ever.

I am just a little human in a glass ball, with all of you outside. How are you gonna save me? How can you reach me? How can you give me your support? With the layers and layers of glass separating me and you all, and with all the all the unwillingness help of humans, how i can survive without all the keys?!?

I am just a normal human, who needs help too. Selfish, arrogant, bossy, unwilling, all these cancers have already changed humans, all people now are fighting for their own sake, own benefits, no one really cares, however, only some kind people really really helps. Thanks for them...

First time to all...

2006-05-17T14:50:00.000+08:00

Hi, wow today my two maple characters level up le. So happy!